Missy Teo's Oddments

i am bored with my life
whats wrong huh?

i sleep
do some chores
eat
watch tvee

i so bored!
Freaking bored!

now i dreading for work cause they change the whole managment
and i hates this manager who keep dropping hints like asking us to quit
he acts like he care and concern
when it is all bull

saying stuff like even if we go, he got PLENTY of people to employ
Wadever shit

but then there is new kitchen people
=)

Argh
work place seems so scary now
backstabbers
double face
pea brain

can i live in a world that not that complex?

sheesh~

something lacking here
i dunno whats that

the skin?
the new name?

i figure it somehow

i think i going to lost some touch in bloggin for something

no feel for blogging these days

THIS IS A DAMN LONG POST..I WRITTE EVERYTHING AND SAY ALL I HAD TO!
and YUPS! this is my last post and i be getting a new blog!


i reckon people in my class are dumb and the dumber
well some are
esp those whom i look down already
they are proving it more and more
to show how retarded

seriously i thought everyone is old enough
i mean HOW OLD ARE YOU?
and saying stuff in a more mature way
and GET OVER IT when they say so?
seriously
some people cant

they just PRETEND they get over it
pretend that some people are not worth their time to blog about
and they are highly mighty
but then here and then
they go to that person blog
view her picture
view her grammer and spelling
and insult in anyway they like, just like retards would

dont u have a like?
oh.. other then being desperate for love..
talking like some pitiful guy whom torn btw love
dun make me laugh

u know what?
GO GET A LIFE
and say as u meant
not a life like urs though


if i say get over means get over
unlike u.. picking up small stuff to insult
when i am already looking down on you

GET OVER LAr pea-brain
brain and equipment as small as pea


they write stuff like

"oh i miss everyone.. oh execpt for her.."
"oh.. i miss my class.. oh NOT HER!"

haha dont make me laugh
who the fuck do u think you are?
u think you are some mr and miss popular?
talking like i do like that
i dun even need to blog i dont
obviously


should i reply

"oh i am so sad some people dun miss me.. boo~ maybe i should go and die just because someone worthless dun miss me.. oh i am so sad and tragic.. that person must be someone i miss alot and he or she got skin as think enough to blog that he so proud to declare he dun miss me.. oh.. get me a tissue pls.. i am so heart broken"

i dun give a damn abt that bloody bunch or childish people
so for god sake get a life instead of writting such stuff like you are someone impt or so and declare something so stupid

i give u creeps?
dont worry
u make me puke too

it is so funny some people try to write stuff like

oh i misss blah blah
oh no.. expect for her of coz

so that her* should be weeping coz some retards left her out
haha
get it?
i am laughing

instead i would say

"thank god they dun miss me! or else i might really weep to be missed by such people"

let me guess.
what would i miss?

*someone acting chidlish?
*someone who CAN ONLY corrects someone else grammer and english?
*or maybe extend to a level picking one ones stuff like he or she is so proud to NOT have?
* someone who pretend to be so "high class" that he should proudly declare insults?
*someone encourage by a class of dumbers?
*or maybe someone who begs for testimonal in friendster and is desperate for love?
*or even some bitch who is fat and ugly? ( ya so am i ugly and fat, at least i dun proudly call *myself a bitch plus some peoeple cant handle people calling them bitch when they already 'declare themself)
*or maybe a bunch of reatards whom enjoy ruining people life, and when others dont get down? they resort to childish methods? or anything to insult someone else

fine
i am going to blog all at once
and i am going to change my link so that retards have no chance to insult and then
MAYBE MAYBE they can get a life
in that way
i dont have to be hot and bothered by retards in life
yup. i am doing it
so go ahead and

"oh she change her links coz of me!"
"she cant handle lar"
"oh nothing forever that why she change her links?"
or maybe "she cant stop lar"

yups. maybe?
but then why should i be hard on myself coz of such a bunch of creeps

here for once
i dont to vent and rant all out

[DAMN FUCKING]

if i have any guilt
that will be calling demin scheming and running away form the gals when they came to find me and telling ppl wad happen like the bunch of creeps when they ask me so.. and telling melvin

that the guilt i confesse first
but that goodness i did those stuff too

or else i wont know alot of stuff

first
(being ask by kitty and jin yan lots of times)
i dun hate daphne at that time
is not hate
is character clash?

there are many stuff that she did and i couldnt took it
and maybe i didnt voice it out
that why it bacame like a snowball effect

like what?

1) first that clive thing
everyone was making fun joking around that they are couples
and daphne play along so everyone thought she could handle it
then she burst out during one class and claim that the guys like clive should have their limits

and i dun see them stepping over their limit
if u cant take it
you should had hint and not play along
who the fuck will know that u could not take it?

then never mind
u took it out only at clive
it was not him who started it
it was u who started being very gum with them

u say thing like
(he never look at his own face.. he this kinda of people.. think i fall in love with him ar? PUI*)
(mailto:#@$#%%&^%&$ pls lor.. he think he who.. )
(if people really think we couple.. then i dun need guys chase me ar?)

then u even resort to calling ur pals telling them a sicking guy like u or so
and even telling people in spsu (i remeber banana, elmo and yuan ling knows)

then later u go home
and u got worried if the guys esp melvin who keep ranting over it, would dislike u
then why kick up such a big fuss
moreover it was not clive fault at all
it was ur fault

atually i dun pity anyone here
is i cant stand the way u say till like.. u are so beauty god or so
and esp when it was u who started it

then next day clive bday
coz u r afraid the guys dun like u
and coz it clive bday
u made up

and surprise me with a double face
coz even after the bday thing
i still hear u say stuff like
"there.. tt one lor.. think i like him" when ur friends see him

2) in almost every class
u dont really bother to listen and when u cant follow up
u make the lecturer stop coz of u
some of us also quite lost in class but no one keept pestering the lecturer and make the whole class stop just coz u dunno!
it very irrating.. u are not the only one paying fees

and when i try to tell u that
coz many of us was quite "Du lan"
u tell me bullshit stuff like
coz u are from normal stream and u claim u are stupid and slow
plus wad sweaty plams

to me all bull!
u are not the only one from that stream
and sweaty plams dont even play a part

it selfish just coz u dun understand others time

3) in grace projects
u claim that kitty keep pushing u long before the dead due, then u very stress up all these
that was a lie
she say that she didnt
in fact that project was done in the last week
plus, u keep saying stuff like u did alot.. BULL SHIT AGAIN
u only did the feed back
or should i say
U COPIED THEM
u copied them totally from someone else
and u had the cheek to say u did the hardest part
when presenting is so obvious is same as others

if grace were to check it up
not only u will get marks deducted
kitty and that perons u copied form will too

plus u only did one part.. and u didnt do it on ur own

selfish?

4) MR aw project
the one on VPN link stuff

first u say u want to do the easy one coz u dunno hwo to do the hard one
and i wanted to do the hard one coz i found someone from pei jing class to teach me
and YOU upon knowing i got someone
change ur task to the same as mine

i am cool with that

wad was wrong?
the girl only get to teach me the first step
WITHOUT ASKING
u just pull her to ur side
and ask and beg her to teach u
have u tot of my grp?
DO U KNOW How PISS IT WAS?

when i was the one to find ppl
ask someone
then u
upon know i got someone to teach
ONLY CARING FOR URSELf
u just ask the gal teach u

wad abt me?
lucky TSO was there
but he wasnt suppose to help till he saw how desperate we need someone to teach

WAD IF TSO DIDNT CAME?
my grp gonna fail?

if that gal finish teaching ME .. sure dude.. i or her will be more glad to teach u then
even that girl felt guilty in the end and ask me
and u?
u dun even notice how selfish u are

5) in maths abt demin
when i ask demin to coach me in maths, i didnt know she was top in maths
but she was good enuff
then when u know she good
u came and ask qns
i dun mind.. friends suppose to share

but i get freaking irrated when u ask every single QNS
u didnt even bother to try out
u just
"ah.. this one so hard.. sure i dunno.. ask!)

do u know how irrating it was?
teaching someone whom dont even really try

when i aks demin
i try till i give up then i ask
but u
u ask whenever u could

demin once tested u a simple maths qns of pri school level
and when she ask me.. i tot for a while.. and i ans

and u?
when she ask u
u just reply in an instand
" i dunno lar"


that was why that period cold war started

i am sick of having a selfish friend

and why didnt i tell u?
coz for the maths thing.. i already hint u tons of time.. and in the end.. u just surpress it infront of me just not to anger me.. as much as i was irrated
i hate to see my friend having to hide her feelings just coz of me.. and i dun wan just coz i tell u.. then u coz of me.. u just dun dare ask stuff

coz u wont understand
u wont understand why
u just did it coz it pissed people
u want people not to be pissed with you

though demin and jin yan knows how i felt
but the same time they dunno how to do it
coz if tell u, u will just surpress ur character and make urself miserable
if i dun say.. it wont end BUT
they kept asking me to end the cold war and be friends

and i did coz i love this frienship to bits
i though i could get over it

i tried
i make outings
try to be back friends

i tot i almost won the battle

u asked me tons of times
why i always scold u fuck
now u know?

then during MST of this semster
u didnt studied
u even dare to tell me u where.. whose house
didnt even touch ur books

then why r u appear so freaking upset when u got ur VB result?
if i score around 30.. which was damn low.. but i was not that upset
coz i only studied last min
wad abt u?
u didnt studied and u seems to sad

i couldnt find any heart to console someone like u
then new year
i though i should let it pass since u were my friend and u seems so upset
i didn photoshop. send ot ur email meaning to surprise u
u sms u suring new year coz i tot ur dad all that stuff
i did try alot of stuff to make me forget stuff

then i thought maybe we should have a talk
but i got very pissed when u tell me u got sweaty plams
u are stupid already
u gave me lots of excuse

and this time without thinking i just blog it
i dun wan bear it all up like that time and in the end at times i wil say fuck to u and hurt people

but wad i blog was my anger
i didnt mention any stuff liek above
i just keep venting my anger

i say my freinds and all that is not abt snatching or so
is when i think of demin and jin yan consoling u for Vb all thta
i dun feel u are worth it

u say u feel guilty to ur mom coz she disapointed in u for ur marks, then u feel guilty thaT U atill have to get an allowance from ur mom when she giving alot people already

then we give u the solution = quit spsu.. it took off so much of ur time.. u can take that time and study or work. plus u always complain sometimes at spsu, u are so bored.. no one respect u.. all that shit.

but still
u just keep complaining and never seek solution
wad u trying to prove?
acting liek u are so guilty but do nothing about it?

at first i was worried for u as a friend
then i pissed with u keep yanking but not doing anything

then wad happen next?
erm..
i ben absent from school from a week
then i try to talk to daphne in msn
then i got pissed and blog abt it

i knew i went slightly over the limit
then i went to ask demin coz she online
and i ask her abt it
i even resort to telling her that i dun mind if she say i am a bitch
i just wan comments on it

and she told me she rather keep her comments in her heart
and i was shock and depress about it
she dun dare to give any comments
is that wad friends are for?
dun "intrude" too much or else u get invovled?

fine
i gave up on asking people within xiao gang

i tell myself that i going to ask all my outside school friends then.. i dun wan tell any one else or ask anyone else in school

so i avioded them in school
and at one friday
i was already meetin my friend whom commin down to the JAE and telling me advices

they came running after me demanding for a talk
at first i didnt notice..
i just had a feeling i need to run away
so i took many twist and turn
til i walk til t12 i turn and i saw 4 running after me
turth? i was pretty touched yet confuse
touched that they even run after me but confuse if i shoudl speak to them first

so i sms a friend and told her.. and she replied somethign funny but told me to run away first too.. coz base on my temper.. i cant talk to them yet

and when i laughht at her joke
demin they all saw me
and when they caught up with me
they scolded me
esp demin..
and i got angry coz i was not laughing at them running after me like fools
but at my friend hide and seek joke
and for the first time
i spoke in a harsh way to demin and i decide my friend was rite
i cannot speak to them yet
so i decide to run away

it was a long day
i talk with my friend till 8
and i decided that i need to i need to think over week end and plan to give myself a deadline to talk to them
which was monday

but when i got home
i block them coz i dun wan they scolding me ignore them or so coz i dun feel liek talking to them yet

then jackson came
i sense he wanted to talk to me abt it
but i dun wan cause the whole class to know abt it yet
and i was preparing to watch my drama starting in afew mins.
soi i told he i dun wish to talk abt it yet.. and i set away and was away

then when i return
god
i saw a whole page of scolding from someone who dunno much
i was furious
i tried not to tell others as much as possible wanting it to solve within us
then soemone go and tell jackson

i was furious
i went to unblock them and ask them to thrash it out
to think i even have a though of solving it at a low profile way

and they thrash

at first i wanted one to one talk
i talk to demin first
then jin yan then daphne
bu they refuse.. and i wonder why?
if they wanna understand u shoudlnt mind
then i came clear they just want to win me
they dun really want to understand
they just wan a 3 vs one and win

if u want to understand
if u wan to solve a friendship
it does not matter 1 to 1
and it mroe fair to me
how a i suppose to talk with 3 person with different views
it is fair for me?

at first they didnt agree but i didnt care and click on demin alone
i was shocked and hurt
i mention on top
i asked her for comments about my blogging for daphne
she claims that i ask her for comments coz i wanted her to take sides..
to think that someone whom i thought understood me better.. say that

then she ask me lots of usless qns about the past
like "do i think saying stuff like fuck can solve problems? and why do i use them"

and i ask back
u urself use such words before
u said it out in a fit of anger to vent ur anger or u say that to solve problems?

aiya.. u go read http://lingz-life.blogspot.com/2005/03/which-was-surprising-after-knowing.html

wad hurt me most?
she says that i treat friends like puppet and i want to control them

if i wan pretty much to control my friends
i WONT leave the grp and outcast myself first

later that big quarrel
i have to realise alot of stuff
that actually they dont understand me
they shock me pretty much of how they tot of me
esp demin
since i share alot of stuff

she hurt me and so did i
i know we did it on a spur in anger
i know i didnt meant what i say
but i was so tired of explaining things
and wadever she ask me.. i explain
and in the end.. not only she didnt understand.. she turn the tables around and say i was the one shifting away formt he main topic when she was the one kept asking me alot of things


we didnt talk much at all after that quarrel

then on monday the first week that we stop talking
i was the one who sit away from them first
coz after that quarrel
i dun feel like i am friends anymore
how can i make friends with someone whom think of me in that way
and just wana beat me down but claim to solve the problem
i was more vexed and confuse and upset
should i leave and let go?

'then within one period
i hear them laughing
talking liek nothing much happen
it hurt my heart

later on when i ask kitty and jin yan
they told me their life have to go on
then kitty tell me her story of her grandfather

first!
i am not dead
if someone dead.. ya life have to go on..
coz someone DEAD cant be BACK TO LIVE
and even if someone dead
i still feel that based on respect
u should at least mourn for him or her for some time
plsu back to topic
i am not dead!

a friendship that is going to break down anymoment
and they took less then one hr to mourn
talking happily about going k box or party world
so this so call wonderful friendship only cost them one hr to be sad

how would i have felt?
depress of coz

at that point
even the class have to realise something weird
one with red eyes alone and three other like nothing happened

and the greatest insult to the friendship
plsu someone even told me
their life have to move on
that how replacable some are in a so call strong bond

yes it hurt my feelings and pride
that how muhc they dun give a damn about me
after being felt that i am so easily replace..
then mira came and ask me wad happen
was pretty much that the class even care and notice coz our class are not of strong bonds at all


roughly told her
and she reckson we get others to view on it
i was fine with it since i am already lost of wad to do

then i was stuck in that grp during lunch but still i didnt talk much
for god sake
i dun click with them

then later melvin started to ask me what happen..
and at first i didnt wanted to say coz i am not close with him
but after few bugging i did

and melvin say even meaner stuff
i know he dont like daphne (or anyone) from the start
but do u know wad he says?

he say that daphne is being friend with ppl in class coz of uses

daphne is being friend with clive coz clive does help her in stuff like MMDt and IP
daphne is being friends with demin coz she good in matsh that she she use her
daphne is being friend with jackson coz jackson is good at digital circuit stuff
daphne is being friend with xue-er coz xuer know lot of stuff

he said many means things
i didnt agree nor disagree coz i see not point

he said alot mean stuff and he says he totally agree with me all that
but that i be truth here
i dun really give a damn
he no one to me
i treat him like a classmate not a friend
and dont ask me why
is so obvious why not much peopel likes him
(i dun wan go to there)

then later in the week
there was once i skipped breakfast and go to library and the rest went fc2 to have lunch all so
after that everyone attitude change
but i didnt care much
i just want to get on with my life

but obviously some retards
at peopel lowest point
at when a point they know the whole class dont like me
they starting to hurl insult to me
cowards!
u chose a time where eveyrone was back on me
and chose tt period to insult me
coz u jolly well know on one will back me up
COWARDS
why dont i hear people saying stuff like that before?
copz they got no guts
they only dare to bully peopel at their lowest point

then in this VB class class
melvin sit beside me coz his com was spoilt
and i went to msn
and i saw his nick
(*emo gal right beside me)

WAD A DOUBLE FACE
at first u tell me lots of shit
u say meaner stuff of daphne
but then lots of peoepl disliek u too!
and who the fuck do u have the right to say me

of coz i got pissed by this double face and i blog about it

yups melvin
i dun even treat u as a friend before
and i dun think anyone in class really does
all double faces

and someone called ang bo latt aka clive
gimme shit that he is defending his friend

when everyone knows melvin a gay
clive the mighty-he-think-so
he felt melvin was interested in him
and go saying stuff like he felt sick
and he blog about it
saying if it was someone goodlooking.. he feel happier.. but if it melvin
he feel sick and digusted

and he ASSUME people is interested in him

so.. do u think clive took melvin as a friend?

then of coz
dumb clive knew that i was in a bottom
and when i blog about melvin the freak
he say he defending a FRIEND
gimme more bull shall u try?
u call melvin a friend
u creep!
pretend to be only
coz u wanted to insult me

then he say he couldnt take me saying his "FRIEND"
all all that crap

then that time i had block most of my class pp except mira and qixiang coz i am doing project with her and qixiang not really in my class

and i guess alot people get to knows about it
then clive who become more childish
wanting to prove that i admit blocking him

putting some childish nick like fuck hweeling or so
and of coz i got pissed
esp at such a double face
and i reply i would wana fuck a small dick

and clive who got more retarded
tot i really wanted to fuck him
go on in his nick saying he dun wana fuck me all that

u know.. like small kids acting scared all that?
and i ask him how old is him? 7?

and i didnt know he got that stupid to think i have a fetish for 7 ur old
and later he laugh and say i didnt got his joke
when he already made a fool of himself dun understand wad i meant

then later war came
guess someone got even MORE DUMB
and pick on my speeling and grammer
yes people
that the best he could do

maybe he been practising those broken english at home
so use them on girls that he woo all the time
since when he stopped?
despot.

then later the 3 gals tagged in their blog
about king kong sumo
then was i really hurt
and angry

been close once
and they make fun of my size


i didnt make fun of them
i didnt go to resort saying demin used to be hole face
jinyan brother in somewhere or her eyes or her heart
daphne only with boobs or her dad

then there was this project
i had pair with with demin jin yan and daphne before
and we are suppose to present it
though we are not friends
we are still project mates
u guys didnt even bother to send me the new project after u all amend it
did u all expect me to ask for something i didnt knwo?

u all amend the project and i didnt know
u gusy printed out ur parts and didnt even bother to print mine
even the teacher notice that my presentation slides tends to stand out and dont seems to be together

at that point
friends or not
u was angry
for god sake
it is a project
cant u all put the feud down and act like mature lady
u guys go do silly make up
take pictures
wad about using more time and redo the projet
or send it to me
or print my part out?

even after u guys amend
the whole thing became more stupid
and it was a disgrace that even the teacher kept critised how badly it was done


then later there some VB thing
i was the last to present
and i chat with the lecturer pretty much
and kinda beg him for more marks coz i put in tons of effoert to do
and he told me he know
he know that who did their own work and who didnt

at that point
i only felt impressed
coz without looking at our codes he know who been copying and who not
and he says he knwo who really know their work and who dont
i felt impress coz he only saw the outlook

and of coz
those bloody ass hole in class got guilty and was afraid that i did spill on them or wad
started their hurling of insult
saying i pretend to be angelic all that
and some people
coz in class i give a dun give a damn face no matter wad they do to me
and they are so mad they can push me down
they have to blog and ASSUME
that i was actually giving lots of damn etc
to console themself?

that was what roughlyhappen
i couldnt remeber much

er..
melvin who go on talking abt me
and natureally i have to defend myself
and he claims i was the one who cant stopped?
when peopel are hurling insult at me?

and alia
who claims she a bitch
when she quite fat and ugly (bitch are supose to look good)
and when peoplein her tag insult her as a bitch
she couldnt take it
which seems so stupid coz she LOVE that she a bitch
when URhg

and ya
she did that
"i miss everyone.. oh of coz not her"
haha so stupid


This about all that wads happen
which seems to be very long!
haha go on and read for days
for this is my last entry in http://lingz-life.blogspot.com

wont be bloggin in this blog anymore
yups it is coz of my class people
i cant blog freely without retards hurling insult
and i feel that i dun deserve that

so new blog
new life..
Er... i tell u my new links next time?
let me go breath!

*FREE

No one is replacable in my life
even i might have lost demin and jin yan and daphne as friends
i am still glad they came upon my life once
though in the end
things turn out ugly
and i dun think it was meant that way
still
i had a great time of my life
i lost alot of stuff
but still gain alot too know much about peopel and how to handle

there were many beautiful moment
it is a pity it ended up ugly
i had lots of things i wanted to do
like giving u guys the wallet on 1st june i bough to so call celebrate the 1st yr we been friends
like even at our wedding in the future, do a movie of the dumb thigns we did and even record a short video of how we think of each other
making our kids each other god children

many silly dream i thought of
maybe i destroy the whole thing myself
or maybe u guys did

what ever it was
i wont do them
those dreams are thrown away
abut still i just want to say
u guys have been unique on ur own way
and i am glad we became friends before
good bye to xiao gang
and i say all the best to b4

there a million things i want to blog

about jobs interview
about my work place
about gays and lesb.
about friendster
about my life
about my class
about katherine
about me
abour blog skins
about blogging

these days as i chat with my friends
like qin?
many thought came by
there are many views and say
but yet when i wants to blog them down
i forget what i wants to write

what happen?

but then
i dunno why
my life move on
i still have alot going in my life
but yet ..

i checked
i think i period is not coming
got not much explaination for why am i like that
or maybe i do have the answer for myself
so i want to face it?

OH GOD!
ARGH! wad happening!
never midn
i go sleep eat watch some stuff

and i be back

http://www.donghaeng.net/english/duty.htm

got this from sarah mulitiply, about this religon thing
there are so many nice and warm people in this religon
i would love to join them
seeing being in that religion seems so.. great?
and after death go heaven all that

but then i have alot qns and doubt
till next time
i am beat
tml meeting out again

argh dad gonna kill me
been going out this week non stop

Heaven been updating
but hell of fun i had this week

=) i thought i be throughly bored in holidays
but with wonderful people around me?
guess not

=)
=)

lazy to update all the stuff at one go
this will be about...

sakae bowling~

company function
but had lots of fun
mostly thanks to kenny who entertain our group and made us laugh

people who played:
*mei hui
*di di
*lennon
*uncle martin (er.. he dun belong to our outlet but he a nice guy with good skills~)
*Jia Yi ( in chinese.. u read that is "plus one", lennon friend)
and..
*me

at first was pretty boring lar, kenny the dumb who signed up with us was working
therefore lennon the dumber join in his place

we had a shock at first when we read the memo from HQ, coz lena (the area manager whom is incharge of 11 outlets and is grace "boss") was playing reserve in our group and to mark it worse,we thought martin HOR (area chef) is in our group.

it is not that their position in work that turn us off, it is their character wise, seriously i cant judge lena for i dunno her well, but she the one whom got grace off tiong claiming to be "helping" grace. and from grace hearing, she not looking pretty good in that wat..
wells.. and i would say she not fit to be an manager coz people whom bootlick her get promoted easily like her dear CHOO, but then.. she seems nice at time.. argh.. i dunno wad am i writting now

then for martin hor, it turn out wasnt him.. thank goodness.. for i know stuff of the HOR guy that pretty irkes me, like having wife but going to ******* and doing lots of under 18 sutff

skip the above chunk, for i was sprouting beans.

back to the fateful day -_-"

met this nice uncle, martin whom is working under aplex, he have somethign in bowling for he keep knocking all the pins down during practising and his ball spins like hell cool man!
but he lost his skill temp. during the actual competiton which was quite A pity and he got pretty discourage but his result too



lennon and jia yi~
hehe
pretty lady beside a "jay" (eek)
we (a bunch of kapo) was wondering if that his girl or not,
but i told them that jia yi look pretty smart enough, so i reckon she wont pick lennon
=P



then di di came with shen zhen
and mei hui and him was bickering abt KNS and looking gay
haha
but di di look like he been having drugs or a hang over
keep sniffing non stop like this



then me and mei hui was regretting when we stepped in coz without grace and kenny seems to be so boring.. plus shen zhen came =(

then we look pretty lost in the swarm of unknown but working at same place people,
it felt slightly better when we saw some people from bugis whom we know and some from harbour front

but still our lane was so ---------- dead at first



but we manage to lighten up


then we called look sia yi aka grace look (she hated her chinese name)
we were =( to =)

and she came to support us
= )
the new stall in giant "mr sushi" look pretty dead
but eh sushi are damn cheap since using the same quality






now as i look into this picture
i not sure why grace look so old,
she look quite pretty and young in real self
when i bring friends to eat out and i tell them grace is my area manager
they look very shock coz they tot such a young lady have such promising position already
grace look like 19 when she not

then the crapper came


hah then we start to have so much fun!



i dunno wads up with me
i cant seems to type out with words how fun it was
lets watch some video of before and after?


double click on the belows videos to play and stop









that kenny






how can i not laugh!











we got in 6th i think
no prize or so
=(

but we had fun lar

esp with kenny crapping



look at his legs, he did that to look like some little boy

wells, i dunno how to describle the day and the laughter we had
so pictures lar





only tiong staff
but this look dead to me




i think something wrong with me liao
cant seems to type out the words i wana say

that about sakae bowling day
blog about meeting and movies more next time.. oh ya.. and interviews

Found Two blog skins i like very much
tried to use them

but still find this skin is better
haha thats me = )
once i like something
i be stuck with it for long



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two very different kinda skins
like me
can be very different

get it?

met up with mei hui xiang hua and jin hui at first yesterday
we slack at long john first
it was right after my last paper
i think i going to flunk the paper but pass the module
but the other three i think i flunk both the paper and the module
esp data com

argh exam over
wadever already

So i went to tiong to meet them
that crazy xiang hua was there at 10am liao
haha too excited ar?

then turn out we all wear couple clothing
black top (all)
mei hui bottom with mine
jin hui bottom with xiang hua

i went to buy some stuff before calling them
then when i am done i called xh
haha just nice they were right opp my side going down too
haha
we were laughing even before we stand near to each other

slack at long john first
ah ting decide not to join us for morning session
we chat quite a while there

then we went ahead with our plans
went marina bay to fly kite
haha kidding lar
we went bowling at marina bay
pretty cheap and deserted*

on our way~


then when we reach
it started to rain
and there a lane with no shelter to the bus stop
the lane like very romantic that kinda
liek f4 that show.. the school lane

haha then mei hui and jin hui started to run
me and xiang hua decide to walk
haha then she keep shouting "dao ming shi" to mei hui after i tell her
drama series

took this photo of mei hui
look very "art" and i think it turns out quite beautiful


had our laughter all along


from right


from left


while waiting for 400



monkeying around


haha mei hui ar
fail to get the photo of her "dancing"
haha
had so much fun!


bowling was pretty fun
haha
me and mei hui have to train for competiton also
was xiang hua and jin hui first time
jin hui damn funny
eveyrtime her turn
the senor will not work
and will jam
then she can have another go
haha people play one she can play twice

the trick was that the ball have to bounce
haha ya bounce

then we teach xiang hua how to play
she keep throwing the bowling ball
but dun play play
she got pretty good score here and there

goofing around



didnt took much photo on bowling
there was videos on mei hui though
haha
then we physco jin hui dun go work
spend whole day with us

then we went to have the steam boat buffet
but we have to wait one hr
so we decide to play some games first
waste time and money there
haha xiang hua keep playing gun games
then me and mei hui keep playing photo hunt
jin hui wanted to play majong very much

marina bay got quite a few membories
last time with 3e3
hahah yes. fly kite
no kidding

then finally food
haha we were hungry liao

people i would highly ask u to go to marina bay for the buffet
very worth money
but damn limited

it was 12 bucks
given live crabs and prawns
there were lots of cook food like satay and desert

but u are given only limited plates and spoons etc
if u want a new one u have to wash urself
yucks

then at first we were screaming over live prawns
really live ones then it keep like struggling
then it was so cruel to cook them alive

we let them die off them self first
saw mavis there
pleasent surprise
she was with sp ppl
last paper too

we wanted to throw away the crabs coz no one know how to eat or wash it
but in the end me and xiang hua do the dirty job
first..
take off the shell of the "head?"
then scrub all the yellowish or rather wadever color thing away
then plunk out the gills
haha

CRAB RUNNING OUT OF THE POT!


"chu shen"


blur jin hui as usual
haha she always have this look


crabbing


when we wanted to tuck in to the craps
jin hui say we must use hand liao..
then a few min later i took at her
she was jamming her chopstick and spoon on her crab
haha


crabbing
and mei hui who dun like crabs was crapping
l.a.m.e


then it rain slightly
thay have to put the shelter
and it ell u that was a very bad move
coz allt he smoke couldnt get out
and we were veyr much choke up
and it was stuffy

finally finish everything
and we couldnt much stand the smoke and heat
we stinks very much after that
we head to town then


waiting for 400


we wanted to go on with our plan
singing!
haha
but then we didnt
partyworld and k box were pretty expensive
plus jin hui have to get hme b4 12.30
then was not so worth

then my leg are killing me
coz we walk all over
or maybe i was very tired not having to sleep for more the 24 hrs liao
we went cafe cartel to slack






eh handsome eh that one!


ting finally join us


then she kinda have the coupon for 3hrs but 1 dollar at k box
so we decide to check it out
finish our drink and went off



turn out it is a must to have drinks and tibits
which add up like 15 bucks
then xiang hua working morning
then in the end decide to call it off

we took neo prints 3 times that day!

one at bowling center which sucks
one b4 we meet ting
one after we meet ting







after that ting wanted to get a drink
but swensen was having long Q
it is 24hr

then we just walk aimless
i think i was pretty tired and hate walking aimlessly when i am tired
esp roaming in orchard
so i decide to go home first

i guess that about all
had a blast

You are Tweety!You are cute, and everyone loves you.You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty, and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free


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i wish so too
haha
maybe i should waer a band

beware backstabbers
i bite

I blog about that later on
had a blast
but was tired

I felt like a wreak
been through one

Something died in me i lost
faith
interest
hope

i seen through alot people i called bastards and bitch

xiao gang
school
some fucking and bitches in school
work
band

things are going down
only what happen in school is because of me
if there any guilt at first
they wipe it out already by doing mean stuff
it show me how childish people get to
they show me how easy i can be wipe of
they show me the horrible faces of people

work
all thanx to veron the bitch
i am not the main ones who got affected
grace. she lost alot of things she built up
but still
and the show is not over
coz veron the bitch got more plans then ever to destroy
but wait
i am sure she not gonng to have the last laugh


band
i am sick of wai yan reaction
i am sick of wai yan quarreling with wei qin
i am sick of people who misunderstand ppl real intention
i am sick of harsh words


i so sick of wads happening in my life
i am sick so people who are glad to see me sick of eveyrthing
i am sick of those people whom actually life is a shit and yet to bring others down
i am sick of ppl who call themself bitches and is proud of it
i am even more sick of some people calling themself bitch when they are fat and ugly
i am sick of people who cause my downfall
i am sick of being sick of wads happening in my life
i am sick of the blaming,the talking


sick of who to blame
wad to blame
the childish act against me
sick that some people love to see me down
sick that how easy a friendship can be over
sick how nasty things can be
or rather how nasty and childish they get to
how stupid that whole group is
esp two guys and one gal


i am sick of defending
sick of being sad
sick of trying to cheer up



so many things i am sick of
i been trying to count my blessing
i been trying to feel better after all my friends been cheering me with their best
but i failed


things are not like before
i think something died in me

i dont wish to rebuke what people wants to say of me
i no longer interested in helping wai yan and wei qin

i want things to be over
in a good note

it all links up to one event that cause this
and i hate it

i hate how much i care
and how much they dont

i hate out double face some ppl in class can me

i hate how much frienships could be thrown easily

i just want to vent all out
one day i blog eveyrthing
with names with thigns they eveyrthign
then i am gone for good

somethigns died
i think is call ling's cheerful

Qin reckon we should just give it a rest and
as time heal and someone can listen

then maybe we will bring it up

i thinking abt it.

but than
to yan

I read what u blog
and what u tagged to qin

first i think i am right about u
u didnt really meant those words
but just venting it out
certain things u said.. u didnt meant it
u wrote it coz u were in a fit of emotions
i am glad u said that

yes it ur blog
it ur feeling at that moment
and yes i really do know how u feel now

next for qin matter
it does not matter if yida was referring to her or not
the things she wanted to say contain certain truth that u cannot deny about whole band
it not just abt yida
get it?
and if truly yida was not saying abt her
then why say sorry or wad so ever
and the point does not invovle yida alone

even if she did not name names
or even if yida was not referring to wei qin
and was referring to other alumni
wad she blog are not rally mad at her
it was more of letting u guys understand

u.n.d.e.r.s.t.a.n.d



er..
i trying to refer to the tag board btw u two as i blog

okay.. wtf is about the majors thing?
i simply dun get it

maybe coz i am not part of this tagging war

.. Okay.. i really dunno wad is hui yan mad abt with wei qin
after all i already blog abt it didnt i?
i already told u that wei qin did blog at the wrong time
coz u just were just venting



next
i already told u wad was it some of us were not very happy abt rite?
the blogging after wards in ur blog
and yes.
it been cleared up to an explanation
called : venting at the moment

next
stop talking like we dunno how it have been in syf
how tough things had been

and to hui yan
get a grip and listen

i hate u guys to fight and quarrel esp when u know it is childish and silly

if u are getting more and more mad
okay even if not at me
even if u only at wei qin
or the rest
or whatever

then forget it ok?
i talk to u if there a need
no i FORCE u to talk everything out

i believe in getting everythign off chest

and
ciaoz for now

i just read some tag
and there seems to be jokes about me

if they go this far

how would they feel if i talk abt others dark secrets?

someones brother?
someones dad?
and someone not being as loved?

and on physical
was if i talk about someone face and skin?
someone heart and eye?
someone boobs?

i not really mad nor upset
just shock
and love to give a trry to get back


to think they resort to that
i dun care wad thinks they accuse me
i dun care what things they have been saying or thinking
without asking

but i not a push over
never

Actually I dunno wad to blog about
coz I have no idea
why and wad is hui yan disappoint in me and certain alumni?

damn, i did i really make things worse by not no taking side and being the peace maker?

lets talk abt stuff which i think i got a clear picture

to yida
i dunno if this being too demanding
or maybe i didnt state it clearly
yes, i said u were in wrong for u were rude to an alumni for we learn respect in band dont we?

but i didnt go further in
i rather wish more for u understand wei qin intention and wad she blogged about
not really just abour that rude thing
sorry if i didnt make it clear
if u say sorry for i blog about it?
for i felt u should
i am so disappointed

but if understand
and dare to come ask me for anythinh u are not sure of
anything u want to vent and rebuke about
come and do it

if u said sorry coz i really understand
i am proud of u
coz not many can put down their strong emtions and listen
and understand

wadever u chose
i like to know

yes ur life go on
but i dun wish to see this wei qin and yida thing end with a bad note
i know how u guys wants to leave the mess just behind
after starting out the "fight"
do solve this in a good note
i hate to see things left in a bad note

i hate it when u guys just pretend it dun matters and go on leaving that woudn behind
that wad will is cause?
wei qin, how would she view the members in the future?
yida and yann, how would they view of the alumni in the future

for wad u 3 used to believe
go on and dont change that thinking anymore


to wei qin
i think u understand wad i meant but haha
i cant explain much coz suppose to be mugging and ur friend was there

to yann
I more concern about what u think now
i really dun udnerstand
or should i make myself clear now?

i know how disappointing it is to hear people bring u down.
. but if u really think hard and calm way
u get to understand we are not trying to do that

alumni gave members endless support encouragment whenever u want it
but so do we want u to understand

truth hurts

i felt slightly ashame about talking this coz i was not being there
i wasnt there for u guys
i dunno
does that make me lose my right to interfer?



to yan
there are something that will never change

hssband will still aim for gold no matter how many more syf we have to go thru
for that is not impossible
we can get a gold
we will get a gold

alumni like still stand strong to
give encouragemnt advices and support whenever the band needs it

these are the things i strongly believe in
and will now weaver

there are strong beliefs in my life and i shall not change it

so wad was my pervious entry all about?
it wasnt to prove to ppl that yida and u were wrong

i love the way u aim high and work hard for it
endless contribution
and i never object nor diagree to it

the only thing i didnt share the same belief as u
was wad u blog later on

to me
u are venting it out
which is why i told qin that it was a wrong time

qin was not toally wrong
but it is harsh to u guy now
wrong time only

i wish u listen and really read the intention behind
no just wanting to get mad at me and hurl accuse to me

and i dun wish that ur beliefs of us got wrong

or maybe my interfer was a wrong move?
maybe i shouldnt had
maybe i should had let qin go on
let yida go on
and u go on
without commenting though i had?

and i really dun wish things to end in a bad note
either u clear it all up
with no qns
no hatred
no anger

my pervious entry
i like u to tell me where am i wrong

mainly i was talking about
wei qin blogging at the wrong time coz it feel u guys are deeply upset and shouldnt have another blow comming adding to it

and
partly yida to understand wei qin real intention and what she wants to say
not just get mad at her and not getting the real content

and i blog about band
i think this the the part u wants to say stuff about

i felt that ur thinking of AFTER SYF was wrong
u said that certain band dont deserve gold then u guys do
because u guys work much harder and u all have humble conductor then a cocky one

and i want to tell u
on stage
no one give a damn how hard u work
they just want to see the result
and that harsh but tt the truth

they are not judging for hardworking
not for effort
not for unity

if they are
and they gave hssband a silver
i personally will attack them
which is not tough seeing my size
=P
u guys deserve gold

but in playing wise
i think u know it best if it was a gold playing or a silver playing

not being mad at me!
grr!
i bite u to believe and be friends with me if there a need

I spoke to
1) Rachel
2) Jia min
3) mei hui
4) *hmm thru mei hui, mei hui sister (whom was once a major in band)
5) wei qin

the blogs i read
1) wai yan
2) wei qin
3) yi da

****************************************************

when I spoke to Wai Yan on messenger about SYF,
it was talking about gold.
I hope that band will get gold too,
but the way band talks about it,
it seems to be a gold or die thinking
which freak me out abit
but i decide not to spill any comments or rather cold water on it


for why?


For i have not step into band room for two years
yes i still keep in contact and update myself through sources


but

i heaven been there listening to the music
i heaven been there listening to the advises
i heaven been there listening to the comments
i have not seen the hard work

plus+

but i couldn't bear to spill any cold water on it(Chinese saying) at that time
when it was just few days before syf
and i understand wai yan character
plus i really couldn't bear to bring her down
when she was so upbeat and so determine
about getting gold
about winning choir
about bringing victory

plus. i too
dislike choir instructor.





back to topic


first this is to yida
i dun care whose fault
whose right
whose wrong
who didn't understand

in band u learn discipline
u have no right to be rude to your alumni
that is YOUR FAULT already
get it?
that in band

next to to all of hssband people

first
as i kept myself updated about syf comings
i hear that "gold" thing very often
i didn't really take it to heart
for in the past i been in band

yah we mention we aim for gold and all that
but we know our standard
why did u think so many people cried with joy over a silver last syf
joy over silver
why was we not upset when we know we didn't got silver
why were we not upset when we know we maintain the same grade as choir
why?

if u think it was because
we didn't work as hard as your batch now
we didn't put in our soul as much
we didn't ____ was as ur batch now

i say go read qin blog
i cant be bothered to talk to people to have that thinking
i would personally smack ur face or ass if u think that


Qns:was all this thinking came before qin blog or after?
Ans: both

i didn't wanted to comment much though at first
i did much asking and pondering of hssband reaction (b4 and after)
coz i felt maybe i don't have the right to comment

i was (being force) to drawn my last syf last min
i work hard for it
i cried for it
i got pissed with it
i was INTO it
but i didn't get to join in for personal reason
i didn't deserve that silver in my cca paper
though sir or miss low gave it to me still
but still i know how band workstill

how come i started asking people
discuss about it?
coz i was ored and the biggest thing was syf?
nope
i was rather puzzled

i wanted to know if u guys playing was really gold
from u guys WANTING and EXPECTING GOLD
made me ponder that hssband really have live up to that grade at first
and i prayed and wish hard u guys won a gold medal

then u guys got a silver
and was devastate
cried like tml never ever coming
then i begin to be curious

did hssband really didn't get a gold as they deserve
or was is over confident?

i asked around those who listen
all said silver
many thigngs cause it
it was not only the
"no evidence" sabo
it was much more then that people

were u guys being over confident?
as in playing wise




next
why didn't i comment on it since i felt that?
I share certain same views as qin*
but why didn't i voice it out
though i went asking and kinda discuss it
why didn't i tell that u guys?
coz i know how it is to be on cloud nine
and then harshly brought down
that fall
that pain
the raw wound rub with salt

i felt that u guys should be given time to lick your wounds
i believe that u guys will calm down in the end
and think wad really went wrong

yah i have to say wad wai yan wrote in her blog was kinda wrong
but (*maybe i am wrong?) i saw her intention behind that blog
there she is hurt and seriously wounded
she just wana vent it out
when u are hurt
can u think rationally?
all u felt was that fresh wound open up
that might leave a scar forever

all u do is wanting to bite anythign beside
wrong or right


here qin
that where i think u went wrong
get wad i mean?
i felt that they should be give more time to recover
and as a alumni
maybe we ought to give in more to our juniors
we ought to think in their stand now
not in our stand only
as a player
they stood tall and might
and they were being crushed by that few minutes
have u tot how they felt?

i would say
u pick the wrong time to say the right stuff

wad would i do?
i give them time to heal
and talk to them about it
like wad u mention in ur blog
those childish stuff they say
and make then understand when they are much better

not rubbing salt in their wound instead


i was still thinking about telling wai yan after talking to the seniors all that
yesh
wad u say in ur blog is right
but i felt that those juniors back there
they have not recover from their wound
it is so raw
give time time to get over it
time them time to hide and lick their wound


but then if wai yan and the rest of hssband
do u guys really thinks that your playing deserve a gold?
if u dare to give me a firm yes
i am stamping ur confidence right now

if for effort and unity wise
i would say
gold band

for playing wise
i would say silver band

i spoke to quite a few who went to listen that day
and ALL
ALL said that it was a silver

if u really want to know where goes wrong
listen to the recording
and wait for the judge comments and ask sir about it

and i have to agree with was wei qin say
hardworking does not meant much in stage

for example
in exams

Alex is the smart kid
and Ben is the stupid one

Ben put in 100% effort and got a B
and Alex didn't put in much effort got an A

do u think the person marking the paper ought to read the student profile before marking
do u think that ur exams grade and deem by how hard u work?

an instructor who is more cocky don't deserve gold?
and a humble instructor deserve gold?

sorry but
playing is the one that matters

syf is judging your music grade
not your humble grade
not your hardworking grade

get that


and i dare say
those who got gold
deserve it
they must had work hard for it
and maybe harder then u guys even

even if they didn't
they got the talent to win that gold

if u think u deserve the gold
that u wont be suspecting which section was at fault
u wont be feel the madness and the suspect that our school tried to sabo you

face up to the reality
hssband shall and never will be such coward

and to those i speak to
sir was upset but not really because hss got silver
not because he wanted a gold as badly as u guys wanted
and didn't

he was upset coz of u people
get it?

this is a long blog
and i am suppose to mug for my maths exams now
so read with effort
and do tagged if u want to say ur comments or ask me to read ur blog

i talk more about it if there a need

Saw Spencer aka joycelyn on tv
now i understand yin sing nick
haha so funny

i drank the whole bottle of the sparking "wine" today

today my penpal brother added me
waiting for her to add me then we can finally chat!

i have a Malaysia pen pal
her dad and my dad are friends
at first we wrote letters over weekends
then i guess we got bored with snail mail
and stopped but we continue to sms and visit each other at times

i remember once our family (both)
went genting for holiday and she me and my sis share a room
haha girls secrets
had so much fun
then we went to the theme park and took daring rides for the first time

the one and only one ride i couldn't ever forget even years later
we took this ride that is something like a tower
then ur seat go high up and u can see the whole of genting highland

that scene took my breath away
like standing at the top of the world
little did i know when i was at the top
then wad is coming next is the coming down which
REALLY took away my breath

*swosh!~*
if u wants to know how it is to be like commit suicide by jumping down
i strongly encourage u to try this
strongly

the funniest thing about this ride was when we are "Q"ing up
then as we moved on with he Q
we were at the first place on the new batch
Nervously laughing about our new daring self
we saw this girl (the previous batch)
she came down and puke and starting screaming

can u imagine?
two young girls trying out their first daring ride
and that sight
of a girl in front of them
puking and screaming after her ride
our knees went weak
have half a mind to duck out

but we still went for it
i dunno wad made us went for it
but i remember we took that seat with face
as pale as ghost
as if every step drains the colors away

then i remember the following year they came to my ah ma house
we went to this chalet at the hill
BBQ all that
then we share more secrets

i dunno for Singapore
in Malaysia if u want to ask the person is a virgin or not
u say
"hey.. Have u ML b4?"
guess wad ML?

when she ask me this qns
i just say simply
"are u a virgin?"
and she laugh and say no
guess she thought that
i was being naive or innocent
i replied my 2nd guess
"eh.. fuck b4?"
haha she look pretty shock
err...


recently she started having internet connection at home
so i gave her my email
but didn't expect her spoilt bad-temper brat brother add me
shall talk about her brother next time
the Really rude and no respect guy

gotta go start on my maths

btw i had this friend suddenly popping up in messenger telling me somthign
felt touched at his gesture of console or issit cheering?

sure your blog is not grammar nor spelling free
but your blog is full of thoughts for people to ponder and laugh at at time

then i say eh?

he say
aiya.. Interesting lar... Not like some ppl English very good so wad? write boring stuff only

thnx dude
for making my day brighter

Joyce made my day brighter yesterday before my paper
people like them i would never forget
shining a torch when i am lost in a dark place
people like them are f.r.i.e.n.d.s

i am stubborn loud bad temper emotional
but i still thank god i am NOT bitchy, evil, scheming, full of self and many stuff that i see in others these days

sometimes as u compare urself with people who are more blessed then you
u felt that world unfair and u felt like asking "why"
then think
wad are u blessed that others dun have?
what are the stuff u felt confident?
what are the stuff people say
"eh ling.. i very jealous u coz ____"

we cant help to compare
but don despair after comparing

shoo~ i wana go listen to how my band play
rachel just send me the recording

haha u guys were right
they are starting that
those people
shakes head*
let wait and see for more

laugh together and jeer
but i am the one having the last laugh
although is none of my business
haha but!

i am just suay eh?
got into such a group of "mud-blood" people
just like harry will never be friends with malfoy
but harry is more lucky then me
he had ron and hermione
imagine he stuck in slytherin


haha
u know wad am i talking about?
being in a wrong place with wrong people

silver

mei hui say they cried like tsunami just happened

they maintain sliver last year and they got the same this year

jia min say
ic....u shld have seen wat happen @ SCH...when they announce hss got silver..only got clap...then ppl broke down....the other bands ah...bronze also very happy.

haha. real funny
people cheering over bronze
our band crying over silver

i didnt know it hit that badly for them
even for my batch
we aim for gold but we expect silver
but i think this year they really expect gold

since i came in i remeber was

silver
bronze
silver
____

i guess they really wanted a gold
and i think from how my friends say
they never see so many people cried for syf before
and is over a silver grade

if they had really expected a gold
i would say their efforts must be a confirm gold already

they played a tougher pieces this year
grade 4

but then is also pretty hard to maintain a silver too
hope they are okay

today paper not that bad
not as bad as data com
but bad still

I am worth $1,372,742.00 on HumanForSale.com

Let's start at the very beginning
a very good place to star t
When you read you begin with A-B-C
When you sing you begin with do-re-mi

Do-re-mi, do-re-mi
The first three notes just happen to be
Do-re-mi,
do-re-mi

Maria:Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti
spoken Let's see if I can make it easy

Doe, a deer, a female deer
Ray, a drop of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Far, a long, long way to run
Sew, a needle pulling thread
La, a note to follow Sew
Tea, a drink with jam and bread
That will bring us back to Do (oh-oh-oh)

Maria and Children:(Repeat above verse twice)

Maria:Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do
So-do!

Maria:(spoken)Now children,
do-re-mi-fa-so and so on
are only the tools we use to build a song.
Once you have these notes in your heads,
you can sing a million different tunes by mixing them up.
Like this.

So Do La Fa Mi Do Re
spoken Can you do that?

Children:So Do La Fa Mi Do Re
Maria:So Do La Ti Do Re Do

Children:So Do La Ti Do Re Do
Maria:
spoken Now, put it all together.

Maria and Children:
So Do La Fa Mi Do Re, So Do La Ti Do Re Do

Maria:spoken Good!

Brigitta:spoken But it doesn't mean anything.
Maria:spoken So we put in words. One word for every note. Like this.

When you know the notes to sing
You can sing most anything
spoken Together!

Maria and Children:When you know the notes to sing

You can sing most anything
Doe, a deer, a female deer
Ray, a drop of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Far, a long, long way to run
Sew, a needle pulling thread
La, a note to follow Sew
Tea, a drink with jam and bread
That will bring us back to

DoDo Re Mi Fa So La Ti DoDo Ti La So Fa Mi Re

Children:Do Mi MiMi So SoRe Fa FaLa Ti T

i(Repeat above verse 4x as Maria sings)

Maria:When you know the notes to sing
You can sing most anything

Maria and Children:

Doe, a deer, a female deer
Ray, a drop of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Far, a long, long way to run
Sew, a needle pulling thread
La, a note to follow Sew
Tea, a drink with jam and bread
That will bring us back to

Maria:Children:
Do . . . So Do Re . . . La Fa Mi . . . Mi Do Fa . . . Re So . . . So Do La . . . La Fa Ti . . . La So Fa Mi Re Ti Do - oh - oh Ti Do -- So Do





i found the song!
the sound of music theme song?
haha took me some time to find this song
hope u like it
and watch this b4

enjoy

saw stuff that broke my heart

*shattered//

I just read Rachel blog and I am chatting with her

I bloody cant believe that the parents of the hamster ate THEIR BABY!

my god! They gave birth to 3

and 2 were okay
one was.. Half eaten?
ARGHH!!!
EEEKKKK
Yucks!

damn it!
Rachel say the parents should be lazy to find food that why eat their kids

CAN U BELIEVE IT!???

okay so if one day hweeling is gone and u cannot find my body
is because my mom got lazy and hungry

DAMN it
i still cant believe it
dun come tell me animal is different from human
u are so bloody wrong

the love between mother and their children is never breakable
I read so many stories even on animals for that


I not sure I can get over it
parents got hungry and lazy
so cool.. and their ate their kids
it is not wrong eh?


ARGH!!!! i cant get over it
they ate their kids!?

so damn disgusted!
really!
Argh!!!!
i cant get over it
they ATE THEIR KID!
..




i looking the song "do-ra-mi" from sound of music
i seen that ever popular movie once on tvee
and by the end of the show

sis and me started to get hook on this song everyone knows


Doe, a deer, a female deer

Ray, a drop of golden sun

Me, a name I call myself

Far, a long, long way to run

Sew, a needle pulling thread

La, a note to follow Sew

Tea, a drink with jam and bread

That will bring us back to Do

I like that

he started:
"she too busy balancing her huge boobs and didnt realise why she dont have a brain"

then she argue
"well at least she didnt realise she dont have a brain and at least have two boobs to keep her busy"

haha!

i dunno..
when people says that having looks but no brains are bad
then what about no brains and no looks?
at least some people have looks to cover the "missing brain" part

i think the worse thing is.. have no brains nor looks?
erm no.. i think is worst .. that someone have a bad character?



anyway i think something is wrong with me
i keep having these dreams that are related to ______
i dunno why
first was kinda like old times
the 2nd is like it after what happen

it was funny i think
i remember stuff like being chase by lizards -.-"
and some of my plans which i didnt get to say
coz i was hoping to do it and give some surprise
and even future plans i wanted to do..
they kinda came true in dreams

then i wake up
i remember i throw everything already
all the plans and the ships


it turn out abit .. i dunno how to describle that feelings
that powerful impacts just came and
like waves
it came go and came again
then i got flooded with membories
then i have to remeber the sweet and bitter

then i remember the present
and get a grip
and make myself not-focus-on-it

then 2nd dream start to huant me
i wonder why

dad making me guilty today
i heaven been visiting granny
gonna make a trip down when i finish my exams

i just decoded my god brother nick
and now i am looking at that words
\\ unbearably //
this word keep flashing

anyway!
band syf is on monday
damn! i wants to go so badly
ER! exams!
but they sms me the result
BOOO! our choir got silver
hear that principle is not veyr happy.. she bene giving them lots of support and backs up

not the choir prays that band only get silver
DAMn~!
u know in the past in band
we know our standard is usually only about silver nor bronze
but our effort is gold
and whenever whatever it was
we aim gold
kinda thick skin and like..
high hopes but u might fall painfully too
but then we still dare to dream high

and i hear..
the one infront of us is a gold band
and so is the one after us




i just visit waynetheowl aka waynescence blog
the song is pretty good
too many pictures lar!

nutting much
gonna hit my books tonite for sure

i just wish some people dont try too hard and so hard


to look so stupid

i think i broke the record of talking on phone today cum last night

i hang up the phone at 9am
i love conference calls!

at first was abit weird coz i dunno her friend
but it turn out pretty well
ww talk chat and laugh like old friends

i cant believe how sicking that guy is
he been two timing for one yr!
all thanks to some fate and me the truth is out!

he is not only two timing
he is 3 timing in a sense
just that one of the girl rejected him

Argh~ and spent the whole nite cum morning talking how to deal with such a guy
wad i night
had a shock
had a new friend
had a night of laughter

i getting back!

haha *Luff!~*

anyway ru blog back
now press ok cant get it liao

erm..
ya i talk to hui ting about the sutff
i wonder why
at times when some people ask
i dun really bother to talk it out
it is a freaking long story
very long
and it is not very fun to repeat the long story

but talking to her yesterday
i just blurt out
i dunno why it seems easy to talk to some and not to some
i cant be bothered because i have move out of it and i dun see the need of explaining to a bunch of _______( i heaven even figure the worse words to describle)
i am bothered because i dunno the whole story and dun like why i should be wad i am now

i am bothered but so am i not
how many times u guys feel that?

just like last night as i chat with sarah and her friend (calvin or kelvin?)
we couldnt make up our mind
we have two thinking
it is possible to love him and hate him
it is possible he love her and not also

what right what wrong
depend where u are standing at?
not really..

the dolphin chinese show is such a disapointment
\\ is so BORING //

Eh but ctach the one with belinda one
on travel stuff
Damn nice and freaking funny
esp when they go that mice temple
there are some sparks and they work like best friend
VERY nice show
Watch it i say!

today I THINk i will start to study

eh 15 april the time is 11.30 okay?
our plans abit messed up
coz dunno which marina it is
but we decide there lor
an we got further plans to talk also


damn.. exams not yet finish i talking about my holidays

wayne read my archives and told me that bra entry is interesting
haha then i went to read my past entries also
didnt manage to finsh them
but i note a big difference between last month blog and the past ones

and so do i notice i said alot things that kinda come true
i mean i type out in a meaningful ways coz i had that feeling of it
then seems like it came true

so it was not because of the present wreck
it is long before i found that "loose screw"


gonna talk to nite again
she found that gal number
Argh! bitchy eh but
not that kinda evil bitchy
haha wad am i talking?

Till next time?

drawn by: Gavin

if u were to see the orginal size
u be scared by the first look
different people have different views of it
what is yours?

he intro me more programs instead of just photoshop
*grins*
hope i can ty out those cool programms soon!

how far stupid people can go?
well that depend
if if it in one group
naturally one support each other
and thus they feel they are not stupid
and will rebutt whoever stupid for scolding them stupid

-really?
i dunno .. but u r right.. i will do it!
haha.. thnx anyway for that one hour seldom "service"


data com paper was a killer
i just need a pass pls!

went home with a old school mate
haha we are kinda schoolmates
seldom talk tu we know each other
but today bus journey
we keep talking!
haha.. have some same topics

she is determine to get into chemcial course
and she have the points to do so too
haha and she could get into chemcial at the first place
due to many small misunderstanding
but she gonna get it

hah we wish each other best of luck



i love rainy days
i still do
even if today was a angry and bad tempered one

忘了有多久

再没听到你

对我说你最爱的故事

我想了很久

我开始慌了

是不是我又做错了

什么你哭着对我说


童话里都是骗人的

我不可能是你的王子

也许你不会懂

从你说爱我以后

我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里

你爱的那个天使

张开双手变成翅膀守护

你你要相信

相信我们会像童话故事里

幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局




你哭着对我说

童话里都是骗人的

我不可能是你的王子

也许你不会懂

从你说爱我以后

我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里

你爱的那个天使

张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信

相信我们会像童话故事里

幸福和快乐是结局


我要变成童话里

你爱的那个天使

张开双手

变成翅膀守护你

你要相信

相信我们会像童话故事里

幸福和快乐是结局

我会变成童话里

你爱的那个天使

张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信

相信我们会像童话故事里

幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局

童话

THIS IS SOOOO FREAKING CUTE!

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill.

In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"

Hands started going up.

He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this.

He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.

He then asked, "Who still wants it?"

Still the hands were up in the air.

Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"

And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.

He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.

"Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.


My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.

No matter what I did to the money,

you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value.

It was still worth $20.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.

We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.

Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE.


You
are special- Don't EVER forget it.

" If you do not pass this on, you may never know the lives it touches, the hurting hearts it speaks to, or the hope that it can bring.


Count your blessings, not your problems.

i made a new friend
triple W

wayne wong wei wen
W to the power of 3

haha he is very into punk music i guess?

wad i know thru past hr of chatting?

1) he a music teacher in yamaha
2)he is a band manger in youth park
3) he into punk kinda music?
4) he is hook on Avril Lavigne and went to her concert
5)long hair like f4
6)low profile like ou de yang

haha more lar

haha i didnt know that putting a counter can even be something for people to say
so.. other then xia xue.. the rest cannot put counter?

so by putting coutner in ur blog
means.. thousand of people visit you blog
so if u dont have thousand of people going to your blog
u shouldnt put a counter
so since u put one
other can then find something new to insult about you



i am not sure if i can find people out there as stupid and retarded as them
maybe i can
i hope i cant though

Ru blog is having password
haha i wanted to do that password thing sometime ago
seems very fun.. haha guess the password all that rubbish
ru putting it up for fun
maybe i try
haha then just one counter people have stuff to say
what about password?
haha

"so now she have to do a password.. why? coz too ashame to show us her english""haha.. i have to luff have THL.. first counter then password.. i gues she is..."

haha
maybe i should really do it

haha i still cant stop laughing at how retarded he went out to explain it
haha maybe i shall when i feel idiot or retarded



Ru got a new idol! but who the hell is that guy?
never seen him before

Channel U shows now got me hooked
they are bloody interesting

15 APril

and 18 April!


Wait ling!
waiT!

My monitor broke down last night
my brother was using it for 3 hours
then my sis for 2 hours

then there is a burning smell
and

Black out

ha sis got abit freak out
wanted to buy a new one
but cousin bing decided to give me his old one
17 inches

well it is 13 yrs old
and it couldn't work all afternoon
and after some "torture"
it did
miracle

and I hope it still does tml
lucky i didn't took up Francis offer of 70 bucks 1 yr old 17 inches monitor though I was very tempted


and yah ting I agree
I cant stop those people thinking of wad I wrote
but as long as I know what I think
but STOP making up stories of WHAT YOU THINK ONLY
sorry I don't miss u either or any
and I wont weep or so just coz a ugly person who meant nutting to me dont

yes i was mad
coz no one have the right to pull me down
nor to accuse me
but i seriously dun give a damn abt such people
go on class 1a/22
show me more of how childish u can get to

saw ting and yili at work on fri
haha my eye sight is getting worse i think
i see them on the escalator
but i am not so sure
one tan and one white
haha then i was looking so hard to confirm if i was right
like old granny like that
haha
had some small chat
haha plans have to wait lar
i am busy with stuff this month
with bloody childish people
with projects and exams

WAIT! 15 april okay! then got more and more time to go out
lazy lar now

so.. maybe 18 against 1?
but that one is wrong?


go on
note to self
*stop laughing at them

I though i could finally get a rest becuase i thought someone finally decided to give his mouth a rest and say what he writes
'
but i guess he decided motor mouth cant

dun come blaming others for being mean when u have done it
i know your big mouth cant stop blahing
but


guilty eh?
guilty eh?
guilty eh?
guilty eh?
guilty eh?
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guilty eh?
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guilty eh?
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guilty eh?
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guilty eh?
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guilty eh?
guilty eh?
guilty eh?


ohh i love CTRLC and CTRLV

alright
that was irrating
haha

to those invovled and filled with guilt maybe half afraid u might get lesser marks or so
and started to think I might hint calvin becuae my am jealous or something?

sorry nah i am not a bitch nor bastard like u are

FOR GOODNESS SAKE
worry wad?


1st) i didnt sabo anyone about copying also
which is why i am amazed by calvin

i mean how old r u?
primary school
no one do that now
"teacher.. pss.. i think she copy that boy work.. they COPY LE! deduct mark!"
rolls ling eyes pls

god sake
seriously get a life
dont hogged on my blog
and think of others stuff and accuse me!

so..

"dare to say i copied as well..but i did put in a little effort to at least try some parts out myself... its only when i'm in a dire situation then i call for help..."

"ok... so maybe i'm not in dire situation thats why i'm not fussing.. at least i din go and sabo ppl saying that they actually copied and people gave them the codes and all... if i wanted to be a sore thumb.. then all will kena... but why should i do that ?"

some one pls! fill his gap with something
shit will do
thnx very much

Shut up mel goh meh meh

wad i wrote?
at which sentence did i say
or mean
"i told cavin that peopel are copying others work"
and! "i did all the work myself?"

I DARE U THAT FRAKING BIG MONSTER TO COPY ANY OF MY LINES WHICH MEANT THAT

i wrote i am amazed coz!
calvin actually knows about it when no ones told him

why he tell me
god bloody how i know
we started abit of chit chat and i was stressing about trying so hard but not working
coz i dont understand the codes

how can u bluff a lecturer?
he says i know my work coz he do see me inventing codes
putting codes at lots of wrong place causing it not to work
asking him tons of stuff
and asking why certain codes placing here and there dont work
of coz i didnt did all by myself
calvin also knows that u bloody thick head
who dunno!?

but he says i understand my work
UNDERSTAND MY WORK
meaning understand the codes

not
DO MY WORK MYSELF


right i didnt invent all my codes
TELL ME WHO DID?
who did all his or her coded WITH NO HELP?
and so?
haha "wadever"
of coz i did copy codes
when did i say i did on my own
will u pls really grow up instead of laughing at others sating others didnt?


"you dare to say you didn't copy the codes ? YOU DARE ??well... think not right ?coz we saw it with our own eyes... you DIDN'T do it on your own... its too difficult for your calibre anyway...i dare to say i copied as well"

haha!
i didnt do it on my own coz it too difficult for my calibre
and others all didnt do it on their own coz?

i dare say i copy others codes
since when i say "ling do by herself"
wad u trying to say
why r u finding things to say which i didnt say
" we saw it with our own eyes"
SO? did freaking monster tape it down and wanting to show to calvin or "wadever"?'


i was just pissed with myself for not thinking in another angle and might get my codes right if i did
and i was stressing that my marks will get pretty low all that
so i think calvin console me and told me he will get me to pass coz he knows i know my work and he also know who dont.. he gave some names though.. and asking me dont so stress up
i guess teacher console a stress up student

just in case u are there AFRAID someone sabo u or wad
dont worry
calvin say that u were just a pity but u also know your stuff but didnt work as well

enough of calvin says now

So right back to damn melvin

give me a rest lar
i am sick of u accusing me and is only u
yes
others might also think so but they give it a rest
i cannot be bothered but that dont mean u this freak can go round accusing me for things u TOT

of coz to clive
u dun have to fuck me
coz i am nto sure i like small dick guy

and yes
i fell to ur trick??
happy ?
haha maybe u can measure ur dick with ur age

(( peace ))
some people ought to do wad they write
not just pretend they will and yet hovering over it


*finally*
holidays have arrived
and i stopped working for one week plus
getting my pay today

did my admin card things

work fine
damn
sakae have this bowling game every year
and this year some of us decide to sign up
it seems okay when
me mei hui didi and kenny join
but it is NOT okay when shen zhen wanted to join
now mei hui and i start to feel restless and reluctant to go
boo*

april fools was fun
especially mei hui the dumb tried playing stuff
then later we wanted to play some gay prank on the guys
Haha i think didi got kinda mad and insulted
but okay liao now

chatted with my lecturer calvin on thursday since i wanted to present last
so he seems to know alot of stuff
and if he wanted
alot getting zero for all i know
those boys and girls
admit i kinda surprise the extend of stuff he know in class
like who copying
who is not working
who are only talking
who are only acting stress but not trying hard
he got them in his bags man
who know their stuff

lecturers in poly are both good and bad
good - they try their best to let u at least pass during projects even they knew u didnt know it
bad- they cant really care much about your studies and just hope to get over it at times

he promise me something
haha he wants me to understand lar
nice~
coz i find this pretty useful

di di last day
BOOS!
work getting more and more un-fun
but is okay
i took two weeks off from work

shen zhen gonna be so sad!

And damn that grace hor!
she better COME BACK
no matter how sian
and how many people backstab her
and how many people continue to do so
SHE GOTTA COME BACK AND MAKE US RIGHT!
pls grace?

okay

so u read a book
or maybe even a text book

and u have nothing else to say about its content THAT MATTERS
and can only resort to pick on broken english etc?

WOW
very smart huh?

oh is it all u can pick on?
then i shall understand and "stupidity" "stupidness" "stupiding" " stupidYOU"

erm?
your main point?
or rather u didnt catch my main point btw lines?
stupid ar?

how many of you go to people blog

and pick on the englishness *grin*and tagged on the person or blogged to insult or tell him or her

and if people dares to tell me they doi going to go to all my friends blog and spot every english grammer and spelling and maybe even to see they put fullstop behind every sentence.

maybe i wont
got much more things to do that resort to that

and i dont see others having a kiddy ger or boy stirring insults in tag bord of others regarding his or her english so why they do that only to me

is it coz they really cant stand my english
aww..
so sad
*HELL FREAKING YOU
but i am not the one without perfect english
so let me thinks why?

coz my class is so "hates-ling-and-better-not-talk-to-her-in-coz-the-whole-class-agree-so-and-thse-"powerful"-people-dislike-her-so-and-she-keeping-quiet-so-i-can-say-all-i-want"

and they just have to go my blog so that they can have something insult to say
cool huh?
i have to blog so that they have something to say

Erm.. let me see more then 20 grammers and spelling mistakes?
Go on i am urging u
for goodness sake
i dont understandwhy cant u grow up
and get out of it

i think i last correct someone english during a stupid quarrel that i couldnt get over it just to spite and pull him down was.. primary 4?

or rather

*sadist ling* i been so broken in english that i couldnt spot english mistake
*real me?* i got much more things to do and more mature enuff to do that

i wonder how many people at 18 19 or maybe even 20?
when they loathed someone
they have to resort to this kiddy method of...

"eek.. my goD! do u think anyone else wear this skirt now.. SO UGLY!"

i think

"omg.. i got such a good fashion taste that wad everyone else wear sucks and what i wear is up to date and that skirt look good in me only.. wad to do? i am a ugly bimbo"

*ugly.. bimbo?bimbo are people who at least look pretty enuff just without brains

"its stupidity and not stupidness"
might as well say

" its stupidity and not stupidness.. and you english sucks to that extend that i dunno stupidity got something to do with stupid and therefore telling u to use stupidity instead and i can only tagged about that stupid word and i was too busy being an ass finding for spellings and grammer to read what the content mean"

=) go on
i URGE YOU
too fnid alll teh misstake i am typpingg in tihs entyr pretty pls

mistake not only grammer
also can be spelling
or my broken english
or anything u can find to insult me

i need a laugh

or maybe r u too busy to click on friendster to find girls to add so that u have someone to date or kiss pretty soon and so as u can expand your "girl-to-target list

or r u too busy in mirc finding dates (gay boy girl lesb. or wadever)
or issit too busy begging for testimonals so that u can reach 500?
or lets see?
too busy being angry and starts to pass the word on how to destory me?

cummon
u can do better then that

warning

it is not ONLY to the one who tagged

just because i dont say stuff
dont means that i dun have things to say
and try pushing me to a limit
u get it all over ur ass