Jackson got freindster le.. Hahah..
wrote this crappy Long testi for him
Haha 20 points..
anyway..
my com been kinda laGgy.. Dunno Wad up...
rainy days then lazy dun wan operate Well i guess
anywayi just got hme not long..
i was at my hse near by park chatting with xiang hua and mei hui
actually today is work day
then mei hui and me talk abt holiday..
then start to "high"
so decide to nearby blk to chat chat
then also call up xiang hua
maybe coz we all too long never see liao
super duper high
got kinda carried away
then out voice start to "high" too
Then
oppPS
*glup*
guess wad!
policE!!!!!
no joke.. i dunno is they patrol or wad shit
but they came to warn us
say people complaining
then say must softer down
then check IC
haha
do u know that more then 3 people at late nite is a CRIME?
oh Wadever!
in the end go park there chat
for 2 hours
haha..
we were talk about everything
when we first start schoool
about school people
about work
about Sakae
were suppose to talk abtou holiday
they wana go genting
but now peak period damn Expensive
and i also wan Earrrrnn money!!!!!
so see how it goes lar..
duno xiao gang they wan go mah also
bus busy money money
i am busy yet lacking of $$$
ah ru ask me out with ting tml
got IP need to study!!! have to neglect them firsT
haiz.. i guess maybe i fail IP also
Exams period!
so heaven been bloggin much
eveyrone say we shall fail maths and IP
Or WadeveR!
is over so.. Let wait till result then i shall get disapointed then
mathss soooo difficult@!!!!!!! so different from last yr!! unfair!
anyway went K box to relax abit... kinda Expensive le~
but enjoyed
we sang many songs this time
dun wan to blog much.. not feeling and tired to think
heaven been sleeping well again
the top 3 people blog i would always go..
Delfina
Jinyan
Elmo
theirs are not timetable-bloggin
but feelings and interesting stuff..
Haven been bloggin
going to flunk maths
for wad u study till 6.30!
for waD!
Oh Wadever
is over
haiz.. though is over
but i reallllyyy dun wan to repeat
if i do i might as well take up others course...
lets see how
this paper is really tough
hope moderation
arg..
hopeless me
tough paper+stupid ling= Fail
tough paper+ smart ling with bad maths= fail
fail+fail= confirm fail
oh WadeveR!
Ip and MMDt..
haiz... fail and fail and fail!
ok.. i got this sms from banu and de min
go check ur intranet
????????
ok.. my project got wrong
when i open
my eyes go wide
i started to laugh
till my side start to ach
i got 4 email from the same person
oh waddever~
then my com got virus
i couldnt reply back
lucky demin help me reply
or else mr adrain going to put me on news tml!
1b/22 people
go to ur intranet
delate all mr adrain email
DUN READ PLS!
OKay~
all mt projects are over.. but i am still worrying
i didnt hand my mmdt personally
unless i seen it done myself
then i can rest
hope he got it
poor lenon
think he got dump
got tears in his eyes today
whoever talk to him he very sad
then like wan to sob his heart out
he got dumb
and was his first love
OKAy~ shall be nice to him till he heal his heart
i always say he not handsome
he always ask
"why" Really ar" "issit"" dun have le"
HAha
ok.. shall comment him on handsome next time i work
how many people got heart break over love
many
countless
yet
how many yearn for it?
countless still
Hey i not been lazinG!!!
i still blog but decide not to publish onlY!!!
so save as draft duh~
some secrets that shoulnt be display
told ya! this blog is suppose to show some of the lesson i learn in life.. but naturally i am someone full of secrets.. though my face usually write all my emtions.. but Har.. sometimes.. somhow.. some things are buried deep beyond anyone knows..
ok.. enuff of being scary huh
anyway been rushing for projects
some dumb school i have..
one week project and the very next week Den the very next week exam again!
ARg.. so this week i haven been catchign winks.. that why been skipping class ..
Thursday and Friday didnt go school... I count my 75% or else ban from exam i die le
i didnt sleep since wed till today fri!
nah didn really sleep at all.. everynite till 6 or 7am plus i am doing project...
sucks..
then i miss the dealine for my mmdt project..
hope not much marks will be minus off man!
then in the middle of the night when i finally mange to finsh..
dunno wif need to render..
i remeber teacher say must render..
then render is creating proview files..
then my files all add for to 3 CDR u know!
then nvm.. the worse was.. i coudlnt burn my video..
so i start to panic..
i tried alot of sutff
like reducing the timeline
or taking some pictures
claring the bin
even take out the songs!
Arg.. guess how big!? is more then one gig le!
Arg!! 1.6 infact man!!! GIG LE!!!!
so i start to panic.. almost wanted to cry... almost wanted to bring the whole PC to school to show teacher!!
THERE I DID IT BUT I COULD NT BURN!!!!!!!
then panic..
sms xue-er( she knows almost eveyrthign as got tt 2nd yr bf mah!)
sms mel ( his was even longer then mines but he manage tio burn it.. WHY!!!)
jackson (liao da who knows alot of things!)
i was thinking..
they will be sleeping
so i sms say they awake then QUICKLY CALL ME
awake first
overcpome with shock and happiness and relief
when DEAR JACKSON THE GREAT JIN YAN HUSBAND THE DA GE!!!!
say i can call him
my star man
but after talking for half an hr..
find out..
he also duno how le
we tried lots of things but didnt work
so i really didnt catch a wink whole all the way till afternoon
i tried alot of thigns then export
exprt need tons of time
so i missed lesson again!
then i decide to spilt the video in the end
Haiz~
i shown the gals.. they say effect not bad.. but i find ok only..
but i doo sooo long!!! soo xin ku
actually i could have hand up one
the simple intro only a1 as whole
but since he gave more time..
i decide to do more on members
Haz..
virgo
always try to aim for perfect
that y they always disapointed
as no one is perfect
in the end.. got alot of shit no one got to b4
then Worse.. the teacher didnt come sch tt day!
shit!!!!!!!!!
then i give TSO!!!
he not at lab!!
arg just left on table praying he wont lost it!!!
the gals ask him help me hand le
then went work..
naturally.. my sprits when UPP high~~
haha..
when i go kitchen
eveyrone was like guai lan with me
miss all of them!!!
even tt idiot kenny
haha no lar..
kenny very good teacher teach me alot thigns on Jap food
then got 2 new commer.. keep hanging around cook food!!
kitchen soo small le leh!!!!!
still hang there like their hse
i runner very xin ku and they deaf de
exucse me is like air to them
small and hear nutting of it
then got comment./. i dunno good or not.. HMMMM
this customer when to my manager..
say that I very friendly
keep smiling
everytime he comes
he nv see my sulk
and i talk with happiness even reading ordering
WAh~~ i flying high up le!!
then my manger ask who..
he point..
that chubby ger
...
....
......
CHUBBY!?
I WROTE THIS SUPER LONG Bog! and is gone!
yes GONE!!!!
so nice of u man blogspot!!!!
aRG~~ Y IS EVERYThing against me!?
my mmdt is due TML!
and i done with only intro!?!?!??
my Wsop demo failed
did the proposal!
but heaven hand up!?
haven hand up?
and heaven demo correctly?!?!
ideA!?
suppose to be smoothly
xue-er did that basic presentaion
i and de min did the final presentaion
daphne and jin yan suppose to do the proposal last last week!?
then all do the panel!?
GrEaT!
basic presentation DONE
final presentaion DONE
proposal NOT DONE!!!
fuck.. wad went wrong..
i gave u 1 week
u drag to 3 week!
i know is u did wrong
u went to do powerpoint
OK! finE!
one more WEek!
U DID NUTTING!!!!!!!!!!
i know jin yan done most
i knwo jin yan been trying
jin yan draft out
jin yan send me
jin yan ask me
wad about u!?
u did nutting? again!?
i dunno if i can ask u to do anything now!
IP u did one THING!!!!
u failed
and COPY!
WSOP?
i ask my friend classmate help me!
u snatch her
ask her teach you!
finE!!!
u are so fukcing bloody selfish!
U didnt want to do VPN link at first
was coz i ask this freind
then u decide to change the same
i dont mind at first
good things are meant to share
but for tt few hours
u ASK the gal I CALLED for ME to HELP!
And if not got Tt TSO who came to help me
u bloody going to be smack by me
den i keep saying xue-er stress you
u keep saying she doing everthing
ok.. lets be mean
xue-er have to do everything
coz u ARE DOING DOING ANYTHING!
coz u cANT DO ANYTHING
the only sole thing!
u even have to copy!
xue-er only really start to stress u
was the LAST WEEK of the project
she have the right
since that ex-co of spsu cannot handle
got so much thigns!
if u cannot cannot handle basic thing!
take my advice and quite spsu
i told u many times but u wont listen
fine and ruin ur life
drag yourself down but dont harm people
i dont mind being drag by friends
but i hate selfish people
in the past i already notice small thing
like u like to STOP the whole class
just coz u duno where the RESTART button?!
You love to ask ANYTHING everything
have you think for others?
bloody no!
in the past.. till wsop..
was an account of strong freindship
i kept numb
friends are suppose to bear with each others
but shit
i cannot cannot take selfish people
no way
there are many more
alot people knew
and i know how u going to think
how u going to react
in the few weeks
i might have turn tables
but i refuse to tell u why
coz i think is better u not know
and coz i stil care
Wad u going to do?
oh. u going to say sorry
reflect on something u cant change!?
u might appear change but i seen thru it
u are not
u only try to
surpress
pretend
stress
to change
u change coz i said this
u change coz others agree
u change for others
u wont change coz u really feel that
in front of us u will appear or seems too
but actually by heart u cant take it
then i rather u remain
then u feel more happy
not so stress
I didnt want to say is coz i know
in eveyrone of us
there a nature
somethign that cannot be change
i also have my faults
everyone also have
but i cannot stand selfish people
no way
but for now? i seriously not going to care
i felt vexed
had mixed feelings
coz though i got angry
i think
th i watch that video
then i saw that neoprints
there is a great thing abt u
is putting people in front of u
i still hope things are liek before
but i am very tired of those thigns u done
but i .. SUCKS LAR
i duno how to continue
i letting it out
but i got no choice
of being ur friend or u being my friend
i really dunno
i hate to see tohers put in spot coz of me
i think i got no mood for anything in school
i dunno why
i now at hme when my freinds and classmates
are at school listening to
wad plus minus add times function..
ErR wadever
mum puked last nite
ask her dont drink so much dun wan hear~
i think i going ba~ i wanna do my mmdt project anyway
i got no mood man
sucks
alot things are pissing me
vexing me
demin got new blog
stupid qi xiang whose blog keep getting hang
den what the fuck for put so nice
only got so much error
jin yan blog very funny..
sleep too much is coz she hardworking
-.-" she trying to bluff who aR?
me too actually
i dunno why
but i been sleeping
i cant help
i duno why
these days i am really so tired
maybe also good
i heaven been really sleeping for sometime le~
haiz~ work going to start next week
i going to have less sleep
less money
less time
i really going to be more serious in school
can i?
Saturday~~~
today is the last day for CD lesson
not only for us~
also for the volunteers~
they having Exams in NUS
so *stop work*
so not only us, but everyone also stop after this session
the whole day i was with jermaine
someone whom is mine~
haha
the xue-er as usual is cai xia
die man... we were late
cai xia MADE THE jia qing to call xue-er
if she cumming
xue-er die le
kana one so hyper active DE
and that ger develop strong bonds with her liao
die die die
wont be surprise to see notice finding xu-er in the future
Basically i was with xue-er the whole day coz out two "student" were together the whole day
i am glad..
jermaine remember me
not as a new teacher
but that "teacher" that came the past few session
she remeber what i dont like about her
also remember little stuff
happy enuff le
xue-er busy giving jelly
or knowing more about others kids liek mine!
but neglect cai xia abit
then cai xia do alot thigns to make xue-er notice her
so ke ai~ and ke lian~
then xue-er that day got sis bday party
need to go off first
then only me and her brought our paper for the incharge to sign
as usual
then xue-er in such a hurry she decide to take cab
she very kan chong liao
so quickyly just sms daphne
coz cant find her
then we two go off first
anbyway daphen caught up with us
Wah~ walk up all the way to the "ar-june-ni" mrt
but ok laR
talk to xue-er most of the time
i missed the kids
not badly
but enough
Things been happening
i not sure if this is really the right way
i not sure if what i think and feel is really true
been hearing things that confirm me
been hearing things that unconfirm me
okAY~~ heaven been updating.. neither can i recalled any!
ok.. most project are down.. except for idea and mmdt
shit mmdt!
left all my pic in school.. actually i got put in my pm3 le~ but i think.. i didnt? HmMM
So been fri school.. after discussing our idea finish le~
we sort out what to do~
but the business proposal went wrong..
never mind.. already told jin yan what to do le~
then panel also sort out liao~
WheW
most project are over~
oh ya.. did the Cd project
hehe.. i think only me and demin group is not mixed up
the rest of the class..
they are all almost combining
so confusing
there are some even better
they show a stupid presentation
telling they DID NOT DO ANYTHING FOR CD
Duh how lame can ppl get to?
hang ur head in shame man
Feeling unfairness for people
told you
hwee ling better shut her mouth
and dont comment on others
just keep in your heart
or else get to trouble again
-shutup-
anyway.. maybe that a good lesson for people
to know more about out class people
to know who can and who cant
is only 1st yr anyway~
so.. tt the bright side huh
i learn also.. how to communiate with different people
how some people do their work
and how should i be able to work with he/she
basically fri the oly think i remeber is after idea
went the usually
expensiveyetgotrudeserivcefoodnotsoniceandalsoquiteexpensive
de food court 3 to makan
at first just eat..
filled stomach
then jackson and melvin came
chat for very long time
about class, people,work,project,thinking
scary*
then mel went for work
then chat for even longer time
also know more lor.. about duh! this class~
then after that went salc to do report..
coz we heaven do
*lazy lar*
but no cashcard le!
so decide monday then hand in
so kapor pople cashcard
wsop~ haiz~
i guess things trigger from there
oz only for that i got no excuse
the rest i found excuse
if only time turn back
i know what to do
i just went one my classmate blog
her dad died
she the same age as me
and i am feeling super down coz of that
there are too many things to cherish
too many to hold on too
but people are wasting their time
spoiling frienship
relationship
bonds
instyead of cherishing
people are comaplining
instead of counting their bliss
why r humans greedy?
her dad passed away
one small part of my heart did for her
i know people come my blog everyday check for updates
i know people come my blog when sumthing happens in school
that the bad thing in bloggin.. so i might be changeing s site to where no one know
it was not rash
it was not misunderstanding
it was all the way
i miss tt 2 dumb and the dumber though
i dun hate
sheer irrated
and just no click
selfish and not "on" people pissed me off from the 1st moment...
read my last blog and i see how it goes
All right.. actually wanted to post stuff up long time.. but decide to wait.. coz wana show off this pic more man~~ HAHA. jin yan already been threatening me~~~
"wah put summore"
"Argg!!!!"
"Ya lor! box u ar"
i am scared.// BOO
ok.. this project thingy..
is showing alot people true faces show alot of who can and who cant
showing displeasure
showing lazy
showing attitude
showing rush?
anway, is not my business.. i was suppose to blog some angry blog but i am not going
first.. i am ot going to poke to whoever business
no matter did XXXXXXXXXXX did anything for the project or did
XXXXXXXXXX did nutting
Or XXXXXXX is such a sucking person..
none of my business anyway.. dun bother guessing the XXXx coz anyhow press so no name cover game~~
anyway.. some that are even my bussiness and i am pissed i shall not say..
this project tot me more that just my course stuff
really cool to do though is sick and hard but is cool.. like . i learn quite alot though is fucked up somewhere with some people
anyway hope i score.. the end if cumming.. i dun wan repeat
sumthign happen anyway...
ya...
but nah i dun comment on it..
i am on my own
on my way
and is my choice
i wish she was the one not me!
GET LOST
oUr class Most "pei" de couple!!!!
clive de "jie zuo"
So pei!!
daphne and clive de cumming soon
wHew~ just finish my presentation!
So ScArY!!~~
i and del was like panickinG!!!!
arg!! haha we did some last mintue work lars
damn me arg~
i spend like the whole night trying to do the validation shit thing then was like
-_-" the com dun agree with us lar~
so in the end at 4.45AM i decided to just put the "*" sign to show people must WRITE ARG!~
sucks man~!!! at least my feedback form not bAD i guess.. i did about 6 different feedback den all cant work on validation ~~ arg liek waste my time.. ~~
Feel sooo guiiillltttyyyyyy to del lars~
like i am suppose to do this den didnt.. sucks man u ling
anyway i think we did a great job! hehe.. Well done man Del!!!
OK! is over!
shit.. i going to sleep well tonight
Wsop and mmdt and idea and Cd projects!~~
Wait lar.. i need sleep lar!!!
IS OVER
IS OVER
IS OVER
IS OVER IS OVER
IP IS OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OK.. SHUT UP LING
i can totally understand if no one wants to do projects with me in the future
sometimes u hope to be alone
when u were alone in the past
u yearn for someone
when u were with someone
u will start to want some space yourself
how is it to left alone?
how is it to be left out?
how is it to be out of topic?
how CAN I BE SMARTER IN MATHS!
how can i be perfect
FinaLLY! I felt that 1b/22 is finally like a class!!!!!!
yesterday lets start with the whole class starting singing a1 songs
in a horrible way! Esp that mel! dumb and the dumbeR!
coz mmdt proJect mah.. then i wanted to do on a1.. so i brought the MtV
hey kinda surprise that Clive, Qixiang, Alia knows how to sing.. AND THEY SANG PROPERLY.. HAHAHA... so had fun at the lab where all had.. erm chior practise? haha
then we went fc2.. as a class wor.. had lunch.. then talk abit here and there... den yesterday the qi xiang told the class to take class photo today le~ i absent lar.. so not very sure lars..
anyway the xiao gang today all wear cap man.. haha.. kinda cool.. but damn hot.. none of the gals dare to take the cap out in the end... haha their hair all flaten le esp jin yan~~ haha so funny one!~!~!
So.. class photo huh.. anyway.. we went FC2 rite.. the whole class decide to pon ECCT leture where we chould be zZZzzZzzZ in.. har hAr.. so we decide to take the time to.. Erm.. Stroll at the "garen" and "fountain" at FC2 behind harhar.. and took quite a fre photos..
SO FUN!!!
Then decide to took some idiots photo like staring at the sky for no gd reason.. or facing the wall.. or the whole class just look anyway where expect the camera.. haha.. cool man.. qi xiang idea lar All.. the mad one.. haha..
cant remeber the last time our whole class had so much fuN!!!
Then after tt some of us go play pool.. at "car-men-ti" :P
got the xiao gang,daniel,clive and patrick..
kinda shock dao kia daniel and patrick came..
Haha.. Daniel very act "humble" le..coz i first time play ma.. then he say he also beginner.. then so pro lor.. Act humble one!Haha..
den had quite some fun though... then me, jin yan, demin, patrick took at MRT.. haha find patrick very funny also.. very "he de lia".. haha
he say oen word very funny
"i gum with everyone de.. i cannot dont talk.. or else will die.."
Har HAr..
ai ya.. just trying to say i had fun wioth the class!~!~!~!~!
As u start wondering
those flooding tag board
that were wrote by some guai lan people
Haha.. no la..
thanx for concern man
to de min the great!
soRry la
i was in lA~la~ lanD
thnX for those flooding sms in the morning
didnt attend school
aiyo last night i work on my Cd presentaion stuff till quite late
till about 4am plus...
so today work up late As usual
and i got s minor flu
so that shall be the excuse
guess waD?
my Ip project in due friday
and we only work out frames
my wsop project
we just decided on the topic
my MMdt project
i got a theme
knwo what i wan
but dunno how to
exams are cumming less then half a mth
yet i dun see myself revising
though idea sucks
i think that my project is on th way
and is beautiful
nutting to worry there
i think i spend less time with the gals
no! they are great!
Best friend i had!
but as i say i get distracted
i can only study alone
alone
seems like i need to buck up
and plan my time fopr project
a tight timetable
Then shitty
i got this decison to make
mel got me the info i needed
i might be changing course
seriously i dun like this course
i dun understand
i cant pass
and i dun see a future with this course
as in a job on this job
lucky i talk to mle
he help me sort out
and dig info for me
thanks
but again
i am stuck with decison
sicko
private is damn too expensive
then poly
Arg~ i wish i could
i think i applied for next yr
but waD?
mass com is confirm out
if interest
i go business
but is useless for that course
too many people choose
and the market cannot contain so mnay people
why am i like that?
cant decide wad i wan?
why am i so afraid of regreting
hate regrets
OKAy..
hit me! have not been updating of what i should be.
but wad to do?
i hardly have the time to sleep
i been late everyday to school
thought sometimes daphne later HEHE
ask my friends
like CHEN DE MIN
Or
KITTY YEO XUE-ER
they will tell u
Ok.. GottA upDate abit Impt or fun parts of my life
Ok...
ok...
lanten festivable
or issit moonlight festivable
or issit candle light festiveable??
haha.. Ok.. Jackson LUFF all u wan!
i went to mount faber with the gals
haha
YES! mount faber
i asked the class if they wana come along too? coz the more the merrier!
but kana rejected by them.. Shooo... no forcing
but i hope that our class can get along more
Lets See..
i think there a guy called daniel whom sum gals think he cute
and a sadist who anti PAP
oH.. there i think another guy called clive to own my some song and look good being daphne stead
did i missed out a guy whom seems to be qi xinag clone?
Haha.. seriously.. my class is sooo.. OUT
i seems to be stuck only with the gals
not that they are horrid
but only guai lan!(jin yan.. YES U!)
haha.
but i wish
and wish
our class are those who are more "on" and can hang out after school
but is ok!
i still got my bunch of friends!
Okay! back to my candlelight festivable
We went mount faber
quite fun actually
a rather cool experience
though there these bunch of stupid people
who dont allow to playt with candle
and think we bunch a 7yr old kids and say the police are cummin!
and wad fire sensor
WAHAHA pls.. TRY HARDER
and those blood sucker
but we took quite a number or photos
and we lVVEs distubring
guess wad we did?
mount faber.. soo.. lovEr park ma
so alotcouples came..
and...
We..
sang the songs on
broken relationship loudly!
haha.. and de min best!
she tried shouting
"lay-long lay-long! sparkles for sale..$0.10 for one!!"
HAha luff till stomach pain man
idiot us huh?
but we are only 17 or 18!
is the time for us to be idiots and get away with it!
HAha enjoy now or else not much time le!
dad drove us back in the end
dun trust daphne laRs
and tt creppy lane
demin agree rite!
oh ya.. i saw a ghost!
is in my amera phone
she had a lantern beside her!
EEEEE!!!!!
she jin yan
