.:logic.:.Advice.:.
hah duno wads wrong with me.. been thinking alot stuff..
i have this kinda best friend.. she like one guy for 1 yr .. but nv say to him..
well i agree with her..
dont say out your feelings coz if things thing will of coz change, and ya.. say i am a "sua ku" girl
i still believe in guys making first step not girls.. it make the girls lok desperate and ugly..
and./. worse.. things wil becum ugly and "paisai" of he only wanan be friends
but i disagree when she say she only wana be friends and trying to not to like him
is stupid
u like mean u like
no such thing as trying not to like
period.
i kow.. trying to hurt less huh..
trying to protect..
but i calll tt lying
and./ i regret.. should had sms him..
coz the result turn to be sad
first. he treat as joke
2nd he gave the no
3rd he gave the sms
stupid boi
and i didnt talk to him yet
Secret Blog
i got to know one of my closer friend's, back in sec sch, blog webbie
cant display her name and her webbie site coz is kinda.. only 3 person know.. she doesnt wan too many people know.. so~~~~~ her name is ABC.. her web is ABC.blogspot.com// blah lame huh
so. she nv change much i think.. confirm is grow more thin and more pretty le mahx.. but stil so blur and stupid.. HAHA
but she having alot problem with the boyfriend.. somehow. .. i sense.. she dont even like him alot not less to say love.. and.. wad she is trying to do.. is just wan normal people would.. but is kinda wrong in "hweeling-sense"..
she know know her feelings towards him.. but she trying to... hmmp.. improve.. see time can make is ok mah. and also dun have the heart to say to him..
to me is wrong.. in fact i pity tt guy.. he like trying alot.. then also get fed-up.. and i think they have more downs then ups... then this friend of mine is like.. i dont think she really cares .. not as in heartless(she is very nice lady!) but.. whenever they quarrell she just listen.. and.. kinda ignore it.. to her is like "aiya wadeevr.. since so many times le" then i feel realy pirty tt guy.. he alos dun wish to quarrel.. but. he care so muchu for her ba.. haizZz
make up ur mind in love.. sometimes.. the longer.. the mroe it hurt..
i dunno.. maybe i am wrong.. i think too much.. or maybe i am not very sure abt the whle thing.. we kinda lost contact after grad. le..but.. i am not only refering to her.. is to all.. i think is happen to not only her.. so ABC! msn tell me how u think lor..
yesterday night went out with xiao gang w/o daphne
that jin yan hor.. frm last nite till afternoon keep whining that her wallet lost.. $100 bucks for IC.. then most impt HER YAMAHA card is there! -.-" I C not most impt.. haiz~ and the wallet is new somemore.. she lost on teh day we went k box to celebrate my bday
then the funny part is.. SHE DONT LOOK SAD.. in fact HAPPY... WTH LOR!
then afternoon we went out together.. went to buy some "mi mi" things Haah..
then we went to help jin yan do her IC stuff.. Wah.. the auntie kinda rude.. i just ask a qns.. she say later then qns me coz she wan fully concentrate on jin yan in a rude way.. then jin yan type pin she INSTRUCt me and de min to look away.." HELLO AUNTIE ARG! WE ARE HER FRIENDS DUH! and we dont peek one lor" -.-" dumb and the dumber
but i got to change my atm card to a new one.. blue color somemore.. nicer manx!
then we went k box to ask for wallet again.. jin yan called they say dont have but there is 2 level.. so we go try out luck see have or not.. TADA!
FOUND!!!!!
she was so happy man.. haha.. then ..SYHE CANT STOP SAYING SHE VERY LUCKY,.. WTH LOR! lsot also say found also say -.-"
but she treat us neo prints.. haha.. but is kinda watsed coz we took so much effort making all the pose which were pretty good ones.. then we never go select the photos! then all 6 same..
then de min the great in her "high mood" sop she wana take more.. she going for 2nd round.. so we spend $16 bucks all togther.. they are all veyr nice... all good pose.. but can only chose some.. as usual.. jin yan act cute.. -.-"
then we went shopping.. oh no.. wrtie wrong.. is demin the great go shopping.. her bday again!
2nd time.. she 4 time a yr man.. but the clothes were really nice.. even found one "lost and found" shirt for her.. spend O.O around $180 bucks.. rich right.. got time plan to kidnapped her with jin yan
then we went to buy out "mi mi" stuff.. then went hme zZZzzZzZz..
NOPE !i never sleep hor!
i do my internet project.. catching up fast le man.. i doing the design.. EVRY HARD!!1 vintAGE!!!
then talk to mel and jackson.. mel got mad over somestuff.. i promise to go his concert with the girls.. then i forgot.. ipromise my manager robin to work, ARH!!!!!./. then he got mad.. but i still pay for the ticket.. i get someone to replace me...
i try to figure out..
somehow some way..
so is not only me del de min..
even daphne!
Arg,.. i dunno what wrong with me..
i start to find their weak points and hate them for it. Arg~
but then again
is not me alone ;)
well.. i am 17 now.. but i dun feel like i am one..
usually whenever i feel i am one more year older.. WHooo.. i had handle more and i mature more
but.. 17?
nutting is felt..
i felt dread in fact.. 18 is comming soon then
suckS ah..18 means an adult..
yaya.. is cool.. can smoke (yucks!) learn to drive. etc etc.. but...
i dont think i am ready for it.. i still wanan be a teenager...
i a stupid childish care-free teen.
i dun wan to handle too much or too many responsibilty and stress and.. So many stuff..
i think i didnt enjoyed enough!
if lets say i live to 60.. i have 40 yrs of being adult but only 20 yrs of being a kido.
ArgS!
god.. dun let me grow up so fast.. let me play longer
"ah-man"
thank you
happy birthday myself
at first i dont feel good about my birthday.. i duno why.. not say feel good or not.. is basically .. no feelings.. is just another day... maybe some screw got undone in my heart or brain..
then i start to understand something i never did understood in the past..
i got some friends and collegues who never celebrate their birthday.. and is like just another day to them.. i always make a point to remeber people like them birthday and make sure their birthday is not just a normal day on that day.. then to me. i alwasy feel.. birthday.. is a special day to yourself.. in new yr christmas even labour day... is a everyone special day but birthday.. WOW is ur very own day.. is that day that you are born and u make a difference no matter who you are
but right now.. i feel so bored.. even when i close friend the siao gang.. i feel.. ok.. quite excited when i know what the plan about.. but.. when it comes to planning.. i was like anythign.. dunno y..but i really enjoyed that day.. soo fun we had.. i write a special entry on that someday.. even cleaning thefloor with jin yan is quite fun and all the cooking.. 10 dishes leh!
then i start to feel lonely.. coz none of my sec sch freind ppl called me up to celebrate. xiang hua bday. we did,... is not i want to go out celebrate.. is also not i want a grand birthday but al last i hope they remeebr.. like last time.. old time.. then set me wondering.. is it that we grad. we will lost contact and forget abt old time and just rush in new times... i tot i was like.. ok... with quite few good friends in school.. i mean last yr mybday with those people.. i tot i had quite few good friends.. dunno.. seems like i sound very thick skin here.. kinda demanding alot ppl to remeber mybday.. i dunno how to express..is not tt.. hope people understand manz.. great mind think alike... see who can be so great arg~ haha i talking rubbish
basically no one really remeebr mybday which kinda turn my mood off.. anywya for bday i hate those sabo as in eggs and flour.. is stupid unless we are veyr close.. and is super yucky.. YUCKIEE
well.. duno wads wrong with me.. i soo thick skin. i go dee siao some of my friends say must buy present.. but is joking laRs. HAHA. really joking.. in case some ppl who like to think of those more bitchy way.. i am not trying to act.. unlike u.. WadeveR!
happy bday
i like her but we are not the same freuqency
i dislike her yet we are on the same frequency
alot of stuff been bothering me lately.. too much to be said
my project stuff sucks big time.. seems like i didnt wanna do anythign.. SEEMS.. i want to do.. but i got no interest in this product and i am totally clueless where to find info on this, stuff esp. when i dun even notice this kinda stuff.. at least if if i am interested in this products.. i can pprovide useful info on my own knowledge.. BUT i do have interest in the project.. like how are we suspose to lay it out.. how to do interesting stuff to attract customer.. should we have frames? how many link do we want.. where to find this and that.. but i feel i dun have the chance to do it..seems like she done all of them.. we plan to discuss together.. but never really did.. my com been down and there is no powerpoint.. i wanted to use note pad to type it our.. i wanan contribute my part and i like this project and wants to do it too.. but i am clueless again.. i dunno what it seems.. my first thoughts was.. she sooo nice to help me and i am glad she starts first.. but as time goes.. i find.. either she wants to do it alone have her idea her way or she is fed up with me for not doing much.. or she really helpful and see i soo the busy wana help me.. i dunno which is it... i feel guilty and unhappy at the same time.. Arg~
wont be blogging much for now and then
.. if i have extra time is either i need sleep work or revising my studies which i have been neglecting..
so now got projectS!!! Arg..
internet programming
[me and del (:]
[but i nto doing much research coz i been working .. so sorry del! i try my best!]
mmdpt
[quite interested in this]
[got few good ideas]
[get installation cd for de min!]
[this one got time.. i hope!]
idea
[HEHE !!! i love iDea *pukE*]
[ok.. i think my gro idea is good]
[but.. we need to bursh up on presentation]
[MAKE JIN YAN DO THE SPEECH!! WAHAHAHA]
[dont with "fake" bowling ball]
[more hope in this project]
Ok.. then the bloody hell test..
maths
(OMG IS TML!!!!)
(nv tudied much.. ok NV STUDY AT ALL!)
(haiz~)
(but i paid attn in this class though i got abit lost)
(just did the quiz Got 9/18 LuCKy man)
(HEY! i really DO! no ti-kam expect.. for FEW!)
ECCT
(hope i wil get as lucky as the pervious one 90/100 WWOOOOOOOooO HAHAHA)
(Dig out my physic note book)
haiz.. why is there ok 24 hrs a day ARG!~
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yiling going to office to work.. my dear manager..
she the best manager i seen
she raise my pay!
HAha.. i luVVe Her style
she very practical and do things i yearn to do too
we had farewell party for her today.. Sob~
i rush down frm harbour front to have it..
We bought her a ipod kinda thing..
then i extra buy her another thing
shen zhen damn touchy..
he also extra buy for yiling
but he soo mushy..
he write very.. YuckY words in it
then later karen say..
he told yiling that
those present is he buy specially for her..
the rest nv pay for it
i was like -.-"
i also bought another for her
but dun need like tt ma
say till liek scared ppl take his credit
and he nv pay for the ipod!
WTH!
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new harbour front shop open
i went to help UNWILLING
when i reach i was like "WOW"
COOL MAN!
but is totally new
i dunno the menu and place well
but i must ay i give thumbs up for the place
sOO NICe./. i luv the windows..
.. Stupid qi xiang take test so long..
see if he gt wad marks?
HaiZ YAWWWWNNNNN
Wana sleep le
is morning le leh.. HEHE
bye
HEHE.. my com. is baCkie!~
will be updating eveyrthing soon.. CyAz
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If after reading this and answering all the questions,you are very sure that you love him/her,tell him/her that. Let him/her know how much you love him/her and that you are willing to take the risks of being hurt by him/her in the course of the development of your relationship with him/her. This is a love that's sacrificial, R U ready for it?
If you the risks we did not take.** If you think something will make you happy, go foaccept someone's philosophy that is simply their rationalisation to justify their failure, you accept their failures!"
**
The greatest regrets in our lives are r it. *
*Remember that we pass this way only once.*
* YoU cAn'T mAkE sOmEoNe LoVe YoU, aLl YoU cAn Do Is Be SoMeOnE wHo CaN bE lOvEd, ThE rEsT iS uP tO tHe PeRsOn To ReAlIzE yOuR wOrTh~
HAIZzzZZZZ
Tragic/sadness/unhappiness/devasted
struck me
why?
MY COM SPOIL LE!!!!
haiz~~
i cant use it le
that stupid bloody/lagging/f**king/old/lame/hell/
COMPUTER
haiz~~ i wanna buy laptop
granny say she wanna sponser me one
she she alread pay for my school fees
HaiZ~~ i dun wan be my uncles or like those drama people
who only wants money from her
i very confuse over her
seems like alot of my aunt and uncle dun like her
it was BECOZ OF THE MONEY stuff
is history stuff
haiz~~ My comutper..
i pray for u in heaven
rest in peace
who can be the superman to save my computer
HElllllLPPPpppPPPPppppp
HaPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!
i luVVvEEEE singaporE!!
WADever u say..
u stupid sadist
SUPER STUPID SADIST
U LOVE SINGAPORE
complaining is your hobby
u complain that singapore govt. too good
u complain ur race is racist
u complain that teacher look too old
u complain the toilet is not made of gold
u complain the compter is lagging
u complain that u cant have ur maria or sophia
here to wipe ur backside when u use toilet
u complain there is sky earth
u EVEN complain that the sky is not reachable
u complain EVERYTHIGN ANYTHIGN ANY WHERE
bloody hell
YES!!
I AM COMPLAIN U NOW!!
get a life or GET LOSt..
Hey.. back to topic.. haha.. i love singapore govt. i love the place. i love the people
everyone say singaporean are ugly but i believe a beautiful side behind their real hearts..
I AM PROUD SO BE A SINGAPOREAN!
i love singapore
Someone slap me b4 i continue pls..
~~there was a time
when people say that singapore could'nt make it
but we did
there was a time where.....
.....forgot le.. cyaA~
oh ya.. stupid lenon didnt go work again.. have to take over his shift.. let me tell u is.. erm 4th excuse??
1st*got sch/
2nd*got to do CHARITY WORK (PUKE!!)
3rd*basket ball match/]
i love th4th one.. very mean
4th* his friend died in a accident
he sya he dun mind take the photo of the coffin for me to see...
anyway he sya he own me 3 supper..
Erm.. u think sharkfin or birdnest or maybe lets be more simple??
ABALONE~ YUMMY
oh.. bye
We the people of Singapore
pledge ourselves as one united people
regardless of race,language or religion
to build a democratic society
based on justice and equality
so as to achieve happiness, prosperity
and progress for our Nation.
We are Singapore
we are Singapore
we will build the nation free from evermore
~~Ah-pek style~~
i the citizen of singapore
pledge myself
to strike,
regardless of TOTO or 4D.
based on quick pick and system 7
so as to achieve
CAR CASH AND CONDOM(condo)
IS FUNNY!!! HAha,, OK.. JUST ABIT TINY LAME.. ABIT
he scold xuer till her tears gland activated
tears drop frm her big round red bloody-shit eyes
as he start to accuse her
he feel that he right
just coz he the leturer
and we are wrong
coz we are the student
there he stood
as if he is some god
that will never be wrong
if he is a god
is either the god of bullshit or arrogrant or smugness or....
the way he say us
is indirectly accidently saying his own ugly side instead
well..
me and de min cant just be the viewers
and just watch and ignore
HEY!
He bully my grp leader ok!
he say she got attitude problem
funny..
he know wad is attitude problem
yet he didnt sees it
in the guy where he face every morning
in the mirror as he brushes his teeth
he say xuer got attitude problem
if anyone in class will have attitude problem
xuer will be the last 3rd
1st is jin yan
who cant be bothered and "anything" de
2nd will be banu
i cant think of her even dare to laugh at a teacher
even his zip is open (wide)
3rd xue-er who is almost
most teachers fav. student
HellLlllOOoOOo?
she?
attitude problem?
HELLO!?
i like one of de min phrase most
it was
HARSH MEAN AH LIAN style
"i pay $1000 bucks to sch is not to tolerate your attitude"
WOOOOooOOOoo
i stare at her
with my mouth wide open
OMG!
the sad thign is?
she also have to stay back to see him
SHould i pity or luff at her?
STYLE MANX!
so..
our blood is partically boiling
at the sight of his face
made my face twist in disgust
so we stayed after class
ya talk to him..(or else he go thru thre MANUAL way!)
xue-er talk first
her voice was calm and steady
unlike that pervious one
that was filled with anger and bitter and challenge
i was utterly amazed at her change
So blah blah blah
de min turn!
i took defense for her
coz she is irrating the teacher more
she is doing on purpose
trying to irrate him more
so i interupt
debate with the teacher
i spoke like usual
but my brain was working like hell
how to let him understand
and get him to admit his fault
was surprise
he admit it
not everyone can take their fault tt easily
debating with him
is like solving maths
u need to use alot method
and when one fail
try another
so truce in the end
WE LOVE IDEA!~ ya right
i love it.. if it dont have to be political,bussiness like
i rather is be a express of feelings
fullstop
We went Kbox last night with xiao gang plus xue-er
my stupid irrating sister didnt buy her white shirt for national day.. so i didnt get to sing for the first few songs and went to buy her white shirt which is only WORN for today pre-national day celebration.. WTH lor.. lucky xuer pei me go buy.. Gonna kill her when i reach hme for being for "last min" again!
i guess i had fun at k box.. but not the most hyper fun i been in singing.. well.. what do u expect when u got a money jumping singing like opera actress beside u.. HAHa.. she was cute in a .. humerous sensE? HAha.. she was SOOO hyper.. i tot singing is slowly hyper one.. she is like OMG first song SOO HYPER LE.. haha.. feel like whacking her butt .. so remind me the xiao gang.,. then next time we go.. bring ropes ok?
Well.. i was impress by jin yan... i tot she will be singing songs like "moonlight" by wang xin ling.. those u know? girlish ,soft,higher pitch kinda songS? well.. she give a shock by singing Jay ZHou jie loon FAST songs even the rap parts she master it perfect well that she sing without a mistake and in a continuious(pardon my spelling ESP MEL!) melody.. she can be the female version of jay. Serious(better stop praising her so much later her head big big )
another was de min.. i was so in love with her voice when she sang the "zhang po zi" song.. she so engross and her voice just blend so well and it is a beautiful song too.. i and jay love tt song best!
i think i and de min is the more normal in kbox(not money) HAAH
xuer is wad i expected.. ya.. and her voice also rocks when she sing slow song.. she is hebe kinda..but she sing very little.. anyway i think is very nice of her to join us despite she must go through alot "process"
i wasnt very high when i leave but happy that we had so much fun.. HEHE..
XIAO GANG ROCKS MAN!~
i might be closing my blog..
i dunno if blogging is a good idea
in the past
i am someone
who keep things
to myself
secrets thoughts feelings are in my heart
aiYo!
dunno leHX..
Yesterday was a real exercise for my fingers.. at one shot i talk to 8 person at one go.. 7 out of 8 are talking abt the same topic.. my yesterday blog..
ya.. so they say sorry.... but i was lost at words.. dunno why also.. just nutting to talk.. maybe yesterday talk everything out at one go...then no words to talk le ba.. haha.. u understand? WAD!?.. ya i am talking crap.. nvm.. anway thnx del.. i mean ya// u kinda sort it out for me.. make me understand the suitation and wad to do better.. clear my mind
but mel.. u really got to get the hell out of the pms and the way u talk.. ya i know eveyrone have their own character and mind... but u were too harsh in saying sometimes and somtimes u are rather too serious.. and u cant blame others if they are playful.. ppl accept each other for what they are.. unless u are perfect then i got no words..
i not trying to scold u or finding fault or anythign.. is just advice.. take it or leave it..i treat u as friend and classmate tt y i tell u.. if were just normal ppl.. i just heck care and sit back to watch how the person fall.. ya i am evil.. so.. just advice.. cool huh..so ya friend.. no offence
Well.. everythigns is settles much now..
thnx del! own u one!
:.. I don't believe in forever..:..The greatest weakness of humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them .:
~my nick b4 and after~
I am sorry that I am not sorry at all~sorry u are always rite and we are always wrong~wad now!
i tot talking out will be great..i tot it will be like wad i and del had
when i talk to del. is like finding back something i lost for while and something i like alot
i was wrong..
turn out,disaster wreck
notice the mood? good!
so I were all chatting happily abt the my bday plans stuff...
then i got more and more pissed
why?
coz Melvin say going to beach is boring
he dun wan go beach?
if we decide to go.. He dun wan to go?
and he dun mind?
is not I cannot take honest comment
but I cannot take papal who damps things? (xiang hua blog)
instead of shooting down eveyrthing
at least give more idea
or issit that going to beach is really that bad ideA?
oh... i dun give a damn anyway
is over
dun talk over that
then we go on
we talk abt our class
it seems like everyone don't like the gals group
oh yah
we were aways very noisy
irrating
giggling
nv pay attention
we disturb their concentration
is only our fault
we don't know when to pick time for jokes
sorry we don't pick times for jokes
we are not robots
we dun have a time table for jokes
I don't think we went over our limit
yah I know the teachers were pissed off
but is not at us
just coz we have fun talking sometimes
u never notice no teachers really scold us?
they glare and stop the class but was never over us!
is others!
name me a lesson
where we gals
disturb ur precious studying?
where we gals really talk thru out
and never listen
if u cant name one
dont give me that excuse u cant remember
is coz there is none
and here to banu
if u sicking think we gals are disturing ur studies
u can dont join us
sorry if u cant get a1 coz of us
we treat u like freind
u trest us like pest
then i can only say
BYE
then tell me who offend u so much in the group?
dun tell me most
coz it means u are just being stupid and lazy
and when u wan to complain others
pls look at yourself
u think people were not pissed by u?
we all are pissed by each other
small or big
does not matter
just that eveyrone have different thinking and ways
of doing stuff
you have no right to say others
unless u are are prefect
u might not believe wad i just said and shake ur head and just sigh say "she dont get it" or have ur anger creeping up. wadever it is, i dont fancy a chat anymore.
if all u know is point ur finger at others.
if u still think is the gals fault
if u still think you are still right
then let me tell u
when u point ur finger at one
3 points backs
i do know some faults about my gang
i do know she laugh too loud
she ask stupid qns
i not saying we were right
but were wrong either
we do listen and pay attention in class
sometimes we got lost
we ask ppl how?
we didnt blame the computer
yes. u might be smart.. u just listen once to
the blur instruction and u know what to do
coz u know about this
but we are totally new
we ask coz we dunno
if u thinks we are some empty head
damn u
we are not in play mode
even if we are
So whaT?
is only one month passed
if u wan to be uptight
stress
smart
quiet
that ur bloody hell problems
i am venting my anger
i dont give a damn anymore
my blood boiling
and my anger is like a ball
the more u hit
the higher i bounce
when i bounce and slam on your face
dont say i didnt warn
we were happy talking abt my plans for bday in msn today (me,daphne,jackson and melvin)
we want to bring the class closer and have tons of fun on that day but i have my budget..
then go movie seems like "no talk all watching" so wad for?(OUT)
then go eat lunch together ..is just like normal break time.. we still dont talk anyway (OUT)
BBQ.. money not enough(maybe)
i need something like flag day that we can all talk chill play kinda thing
jackson came up with somewhting i like and agree-->
..(drum roll again)
haha... go sentosa(beach).. then we bring out food there.. something like potluck u knoW? everyone of us bring sumthign then we share togetehr.. then we can swim,play volleyball,cycling eat chat and have tons and tons of fun.. (how ya think?)
tag me if it sound good?
