Missy Teo's Oddments

at 1 pm..i was having fun(bowling)
at 2pm..i was bored with the lesson
at 3pm i am pissed off and upset and angry
at4pm, i was bitching with them
at 5pm, i was sleeping
at6pm i started work
at 7pm i leg were tired
at8pm i start to get hyper for no reason
at9pm lenon and i start to get pissed of by auntie linda
by 10pm i was chatting with ex-collegue
by11pm having supper with lenon bitching
by12am i reach hme online
~heres goes~

i was pissed off in cd lesson
WTH.. haiz. long story..

at 12am i talk to del
made up.. tt it..

i am not navie
is i believe in what ppl says
it seems navie lar
but i believe eveyrone have to trust each others words
in order to keep everythign doing
my anger was like ballon
defleating as she talking
i am happy and glad
that wad i tot wad not true
dont come ask me wad she say
coz is my MI Mi..

tell u more next time.. i amm too tired now

did some test daphne gave me




You are Pepe Le Pew!You are a lover.Romance, flowers, and wine are all you need to enjoy yourself. You are serious about all commitments. A family person. You call your Mom every Sunday, and never forget a Birthday. Don't let your passion for romance get confused with the real thing.

today the xiao gang went sakae sushi to have buffet..
haha i order too much./. haha.. we couldnt finihs.. in fact our stomach was bloated!
we ate like pigs and the table was well "very clean" when we left

they bought me my bday present liao -_-" advance one..
they all say the shirt is nice.. i dont think so leh.. i prefer the punk one.. that one wear to sch like i am attending wedding or prom nite like tt.. so the formal lor
buti was touched they bought for me.. THNKS my xiao gang *muaCKS!*

shopping freak

Yesterday wasa super double hyper day after school..

hmmp.. i spoil the mood by telling whay happen firsT?


CD was horrible.. it was super lame.. the guy might had fun showing the "role-play" it was kinda fun alrs.. not serious but only FUN

then later the rest quite serious which no one bother/..

many ppl were left out during Cd.. and honestly.. i feel very bad for them.. and if i were them.. i also dun wan join that grp.. and haiZ,..

ok.. AFTER SCH!!!

we Gals went shopping! haha
at first was very sian.. we went far east(yuan xi)(go fig)

we borwse through serval shops for bag.. we decide that 4 of us going to buy the same bag to school then very the COOL! haha.. btu we ddint manage to dfind our idea bag that 4 loves.. so just walk here walk there lor...

my close freinds would know i hate window shopping.. i only got "shopping" with a aim! like
if i want to buy a book.. i go to "blah blha" book shop.. GrAb my book PAy.. DUH! done! That me.. i more practical mahX..

so for the first few hers is pretty bored for me../ nutting caught my iNTEREST at all lehx..

later we took neo print.. i expect it to be more fun.. but./. dunno.. me and de min find tt bugis one nicer so mood abit spoil.. but still it was more fun then WINDOW SHOPPING! haha.. then i think got one guy commit robbery.. we talking aboutthe neo print.. then a blurness.. someone bang thru us and run.. OuCHY* then the shop attender wanted to chase but too late.. i think he steal money or somehitng.. Wah liao.. commit robbery tright infront of my eyes.. HAHa i not saying i police officer or wad.. but is my first time seeing someone commit robbery in real life.. So.. Erm.. WeirD and shock!

then later (things get SOO much better) We went the 2nd level to take neo print.. is a new machine and is very fun.. more hyper kinda.. then there is no time limit in decoraTIng the pic. At first we very the blur.. dunno.. is i smart *puke* see one.. Hahaha !!! we had a great time playing with the pic.. when daphne send me i show u ok? Hmmp..

then later even more fun..we wen esprit to to "testing" haha.. too bad daphne not there.. we HAD SO MUCH FUN! *jealouS* HAHa.. anyway,.. we tried all kinda of clothers.. like jin yan keep trying office clothes.. she LOVES office kidna clothes.. veyr formal kinda LIKE ME :).. de min more punk! she wear those t-shirt and jeans kinda ... Haha.. jin yan very conservate.. i ask her wear those abit ABIT low cut kinda clother.. She dun wan.. u know what she do?! she wear OPP! then the low cut behind! -.-" OMG.. We luff till pengs... the most nice one tt i and jin yan vote was demin wearing that black gown i pick for her.. sexy BabY! HAHa.. there was a,lso one t-shirt" very suit her.. but dun have her size.. so sad.. in the end only de min bought a pants for 89++.. there was one dress thbat jin yan wanted very much.. but it cost 99++ so she with a :( face put back the clothe and DEcalre she buy it when she work *which hopefully.. the shirt is stil there* HAHA

then we went topshop to try few more clothes.. we saw alot daphne type of clothes..

too bad she have to go off first.. but glad that she becum a ex-co.. she say very stress btu i know u can do it de daphne! JiAo YOu woR!@!!

monday should be blue day for everyone.. but dunno why.. i was super double hyper active on monday

that stupid class which always combine class with us during letures.. YOU SUCKS! ~~ stupid class.. esp. the guys.. so f***ing dumb

we gals took the life
you dumb ass guys tlk the stairs
our room open
a big cupboard was infront
we heard laughter
from that dum,b act cool looking grp ahead
u think is funny?
bloody hell get a life

Oh ya.. we have our "quotes" for the xiao gang le

me* what the
demin*wad the helllll
daphne*wadever
jin yan* any thing (shuai bian)

getting more and pissed off..

teach me
how to say
"GET LOST"
"I DISLIKE U" without hurting

haiz

Haiz..

got a shock on sunday.. da shu.. scold me and hit my hand very fierce..
da shu very nice and freindly de.. he very easy going ans shy guy.. humble even he is one of the TOP TWO HEAD CHEF in sakae.. HAIx,, is my fault laRs..

i ask da shu some qns.. then he dao me.. then when he walk out of kitchen.. i "accidently" knock his head HARD with the large notice board.. why i say "accidently"? coz.. i actually only wana act hit very hard then gently hump his head mah.. but i dunno why.. lost control..

then da shu.. very ANGRY.. really very fierce scold me.. say no pain aRG! then hit my hand very hard leh.. i freak out.. i was really very scared.. first time da shu so fierce.. even hit me o hard.. i almost cried..and hsi face really very scary.. even till now.. 2 days le.. i cannot forget.. when i think of it.. i feel very scary.. Haiz.. then i went hme tt time i sms him say sorry but no reply le.. haiz>.how arg? haiz.. form that moment.. i very quiet.. then when i think of tt vivdly moment..my tear gland activated, my eyes blurred.. haiZ.. first time a person whom i get so fun and friendly with actually turn so scary.. why veron not there. .. i feel like.. telling her.. she and da shu together ma.. then we always very fun gang.. haiZ.. Veron i missed u manx! haiZ..

somemore tt day da shu last day.. they say he feel very moody le.. haiZ! should i be glad is his last day or saD? ARG.. ScArY Da SHU!

GeTting Better,bETtEr,BETter!

haha.. i think sch now is much better,, although i still have no interest.keke. at least i start to understand "them"... got 90/100 for ecct.. SHOCK!! haha.. ecct i understand better coz got learn in sec b4 but i also abit lost in the lesson with my day-dreaming..guess i am damn lucky ba.. oh ya.. got 6 out of 10 for wsop.. also lucky coz most is "tikam" de

the ecct teacher donate $2 for me..must target more teacher to help me.. HEHEx.. *evil*

then went bowling..haiz. not in good mood.. at first quite happy.. then went there lost all the mood as there was no space then very sian must wait and pai sai see so many ppl beside and there are somemore thigns lar.. between the gang.. dun wan say here.. dun wan talk abt it.. it is not going to happen again.. DUN ASK ME!

oh ya.. daphne brought her"on the way" bf to let us (jie mei) view.. haha. he looooOOk SOOOO like james.. abit jap. mi mi eye and "blur" face.. but ddint really notice him much... as i say somthing happen at the bowling.. sicking.. ARG!

found!~

i found my mmdt and ecct tutor le.. the person is
...






.......(drum roll)


HEHE.. gueSS!!




BELL! oppss DEL!


she soooooooooo NICE! she even sms me to tell me tt she actually willing to teach me? SOO HAPPY !HAHa.. have to buck up le..

Is getting more and more obvious they dont like her .. maybe is becoz if her ... i know she dont like her very long le.. then now seems like alot are doing the same.. but i think more is because how she behaves.. i have to admit.. even i am abit pissed off.. but overall she still very nice...i dunno if she knows about it.. is seems so obvious the way they talk to her.. if she dont.. well.. should i tell her so tt the others can stop being mean to her at times.. or should i shut up not to hurt anyone feelings.. oh.. WADEVER THEN!

BOWLING..again~

haiz~ my morning is spoilt by dad.. keep saying since i work i more proud.. then nv contribute to the house...i gave him $3000 plus frm my pay to pay his debts.. i nv use my pay to buy my own things yet.. haiz.. very sad... i myself nv spent much.. i really gave my money to the family.. and everyday i worry about his debts etc etc.. HAiz.. then he say i always not determine to make up in the moring..say i dun need alarm if i wan to wake up...how many of u nv use alarm everyday but just wake up urselF? he say ALOT PPL DOES tt.. haiz~ i just kept quiet and kept the anger fumming..

HOWEVER my day is brighten by my freinds later on.. we went bowling..acutally is was very fun. but i dun like xuer compare
scores.. and i am not the only one who dont like.. and is not coz i am lowest :*~~( all the time.. but is just a game.. all i wanan do is relax then keep "ganna drain" with jin yan etc etc.. y is there a need to be competive? so for a few times i purposely (REALLY!haha)anyhow throw to make a laugh out of it..

she a nice gal acutally..but sometimes i really dont liek some of her ways. but coz she too nice.. i cant just spit at her face and tell her the faults that is making ALOT PPL in class pissed.. haiZ!~ she a great friend.. great class rep.. but.. there still somthing that i cant click with her.. Arg.. wadever~

i still click with demin,jay and daphne more.. hehe.. they soo funny! and got so many to joke and talk abt! hehe mauCKS!

LIBRARY MADNESS

i never knew libray had be so much fun.. hmm.. as in so funny all that etc etc..

well.. when me banu and de min going to toilet.. sumthing happen.. not suppose to say wad.. but it so cute and funny when it happen.. haha./.. i keep "suaNing" (disturb) the person since then.. but i promise dun put in blog.. *keep my promise wor*

Haha.. jing yan really SOOO FUNNY!!! we went to library.. then de min do maths, banu (as usual) find COmptuer book! i read my book then guess jin yan do waD? She go borrow BRUNCE LEE BOOK! OMG.. i kep laughing at her.. then she keep showing me pic telling me how handsome he is etc etc i almost PUKE! haha.. SHE SO FUNNY AND CUTE! haha.. then later i told them a joke about brunce lee..then rest of the day.. she keep borrowing books like brunce lee and some prime minster bookor dead ppl book ! her taste so weird!

What is brunce lee fav drink? *hehe*
hint:we drink them everyday
reason?: ask me u toot!

Daphne sick man.. haha.. if not coz so many things happen i missed her BADLY hehe.. i sitll miss her lars.. the "double D" and xiao gang not happenign when she not there mah.. she say she very sick.. kinda worried for her.. she say til so jialet... wad fever then shivering.. MAy she get well soon..

15th^july = xiang hua bday

when i get to know about the xiang hua bday and the gathering we are going to have.. i am SOO excited! is like a gathering of my school friends.. but it was disapointing..abit..

i very sick of hearing hweeli disagree with this and that or dun wan join in the fun..
she sooo picky over the food. then when she reach she just sit there and sulk.. my mood is damp by her.. is her best friend bday le.. she cannot be more jolly ma? cannot be more "on" ma.. ppl order thigns.. she dun like to it then she say dun wan order.. sicking.. then later took photo... it was the fun part.. we all very excited manx.then she refused to take.. for pei jing is coz she stomach pain... then nvm lor.. but kao.. why hwee li dun wan take? just coz she dun like to take picture.. i know i should respect ppl decision but is her best friend bday is we are all in different poly le.. is not easy to get togtehr.. i know xiang hua abit disapointed.. and she keep trying to keep us hyper.. even later pei jing join us despite her pain so that the mood wont be damp.. then when she join hwee li say her nv pei her.. WAH.. i was mad man.. then i spend about 25++ that day.. heart rather pain.. somemore eat not full man..

i think i over senstive.. yes i am.. coz i tot jin hui bday cumming soon then i ask whose bday cumming soon arn? we cum again? coz her boyfreind work there ma.. wana see she wanan celebrtate with us or not.. then i heard someone say.. "hweeling so fake.. pretend only".. WAH LIAO.. i know y they say tt coz later ,she told me my bday cumming up next.. i am bothered by that comment.. as if i wan to have a celebration that damp my mood like tt day! ARGH!

Haiz~ wasteD abit.. but i still enjoy the times.. then went hme with xiang hua and siew ting..

siew ting talk abit about his boyfriend and the relationship.. then xiang hua say she very touched we celebrate for her then we chat about hwee li.. about she changing.. HaiZ~ nVM..she like tt one.. Sicking.. she got good points.. but she always get me pissed off somehow..

my bday how ar? cumming soon wor.. ppl start saving k? HAHA.. i SO BUAY BAH! thick skin.. HAHa.. just joking ok! dun cum scold me wor~! my hse there the void deck now got making BBQ pits.. maybe i open a small party either calling my new friends or old friends ba.. HEHE~OMG! am i still tlaking about my bday? HAHA.. Sorry ya dudes.. HEHE






i had the fun part like taking neo prints with them.. so fun! haha.. xiang hua getting more and more chio le.. very pretty now.. HAha.. see who going to be the lucky guy to woo her heart *wink*

HAiz.. been working for last few days NON-STOP.. yesterday went back to my harbour front to work for one day coz chiew ping sick.. it was a last min thing.. dunno why i agree.. haiz.. i very tired le..been working from fri till tuesday EVERYDAY lorx.. didnt get to rest at all.. Haiz..

alan my manger still the same.. he is still very lazy lor and dont deserve to be a manager.. but he change abit.. slightly better as i see the way he treat the rest..i think i know why i went last min to harbour front to help..i missed my ex-collegues and is sing pei who ask me.. so i help lor.. coz i know how issit to be short of staff then no one help out.. but i am so tired. haha actually at harboure fornt is not tired.. i actually finish 1/2 hr b4 time lor.. then can rest.. stupid ah wai.. called me nick names.. i ignore him whole day! haha.. when i went home.. i took the same bus with my honey auntie! HAha..she always call me baby Haha (muSHY!) then we chatted.. i was shocked when we talk...

-->some of my collegues really go geylang to have sEX! i feel sick when the auntie told me coz one of the colleugues told them there as he took bus.. then the auntie go and ask one guy who is young boi and tt guy admit.. even told her the price etc etc.. OMG.. so disgusting..then i also knwo my manager got divorce but he always looking for ger friend.. he used to ask me to sms girls for dates. So sicking guys! MEN! men cannot live without sex man.. dAMN YUCKY!

Went bowling today.. with xuer,de min , jay.. Had so much fun.. but there just one tiny part i dont like.. is xuer keep seeing the marks then see who top who 2nd.. i not comfortable with that not because i AM THE LAST (HAHA.. i ganna "drain" all the time) but it is just a game.. i only wan to relax.. not see whose marks highest.. or maybe is the first time i hear someone compare the marks while playing bowling.. .. i just wan to any oh how play a game and laugh at myself for getting the "ball" into the "drain" again HAHAAH

i had fun with jing yan.. coz we two keep kanna "drain" hehe.. same marks.. so funny.. that how i wanan relax.. well.. we were late for class in the end..

then i wrote alot in my dairy.. there were two slot is only meant for my eyes.. so i styple them.. is about them and my dad..
HYPER~!
WE DID IT! WE DONE TT!.. we made the teacher PISSED off at the 2ND LESSON!the class was too noisy..everyone was soo noisy.. even xuer and mel. got pissed off abit.. then some idiots try to keep pretend the class is over and the teach heaven even finihs talking.. so RUDE!

so i got project le.. is do some community work then present stuff.. the teacher say no oen really CAN TRY to fail this project.

we split teams

.. i with xuer and daphne..
actually i tot i go with de min and jin yan at first..
then dunno what happen.. in a moment.. *blink* b4 i know what happen or say anything..
* i with xuer and daphne le*.. but nvM.. daphne and xuer also good.
xuer can do all the job.. then daphne can be xiao char bo haha.. dun say i say one k! haha.. is just tt xuer is soooooOOoo the hyper active.. during the lesson.. she already plan to go those orphan home and do wad family welfare to ask them.. then going to take his bro and sis clothes to donate and ask her bf to help in viedo etc etc.. WHOA!.. she really into it.. Haha.. maybe she dont even need me to do anything.. it feel;s good she got a plan.. i dont need crack my mind le..

some of the gals obviously dont like her.. she a great girl.. a responsible one..ya i know sometime she abit too hyper and lame.. but she a great friend at times too.. well is none of my business.. just like i dont liek tt two stuck up in class.. is none of your business.. dont add oil in the fire or start the fire..since u know i jolly well practical hate them..

well.. i am not the only one Actually.. banu *nod*nod* with me witht eh same thinking YEA~ we can start hate club.. i just kidding!~~!~!~ kidding!~!~! ... but yet maybe.. HAHa

yea.. my life is getting better ba.. remeebr how i use to complain that i dont have life no programs after school.. now got le.. haha.. so happy..

mon- xiang hua bday go celebrate!!!
tues- bowling during break!!
wed- MOvie with new class, work
thurs or friday will go k or j box with the giRlSs

Muacks! i love my week! haha hope all the tiem is tt fullest..
anyway jin yan blog not bad.. all pictures no WORDS AT ALL.. haha.. she so funny and ke ai..

my class i good.. btu we are sperated to Gals and guyS and the outcast

so.. this are the people i talk less then one sentence since school starts
clive
daniel
jason
brat
davin

Well.. these 2 is coz i dun wan to talk to.. wel.. if i do.. i am afraid the the hospital will have to tAKe in 2 paitents.. haha

ps:i goign to stop now.. coz that stupid brat "bowl-cut hair" is peeping my blog from behind.. Sicking pEst..

i told him the truth
i didnt lie but
just kept it to myself
i hate lying
is so tiring and horrible
but ...
in the past
things went so well till i told them
then it change
i told u i hate changes
i dont like to risk either
or maybe i start to fall
that y i want
NUTTIng to be in the secret
he dont care
in both ways
one made me happy antoher make me sad
confusE huh?
he dun care if i am or not
coz he love my character more
i glad
he dun care
coz he dont even give a damn
coz i meant nutting
then i sad

this is to him only~

SaT And sun!!!!

Haha.. starting to love sat and sunday.. past few mths i dreaded sat and sunday coz at this time sakae will be SooOOoooOo buSy lor.. now school starting.. my "student's mood" comming back le..

went for hair cut today.. ok lars.. not much difference just quite short lor.. if tie up no differnce.. haha but feel lighter my hair.. not so bushy le.. haha
oh ya.. seven (7) xiang also cut his hair.. OMG.. that guy mad one lor.. he flag day cut liao leh.. then he also nv plan one.. is got the "feeling" then he go cut.. siao da bor lorx.. wah if he very emtional eveyrtime got feeling.. now botak le..

very fRee now..wanted to go J box today wan.. with da shu,veron and shen zhen one.. my saake ppl.. then.. OppS.. the place now renovate le.. poor shen zhen lor.. we all live near then only he live far then we meet abt 2 hrs later so he just go wondering around.. then . in the end.. we nv go sing.. Haha..sorRy mAnx..

library

sAw li jin, kev, junda in library.. Wad very surpirse to see them.. of all place LIBRARy.. lets just say this "ah bengs dunno what is author in the first place"? Haha..* Wink*..
very happy to see them.. coz i in Sp heaven see much of my friends and i still not into my class yet so chatted with them abit.. JUNDa Grow very tell le.. but still shorter then me *hehe*
kev and li jin still good friends.. so lucky they same class.. very envy them.. but nvm.. i make good friend with them(my class mate) too!

The bad thign abt meeting them is.. my new freinds.. they know my nick le.. HaiYO! all tease me whole day leh

de min keep caling me da jie (coz kev call me ling-jie)
jay call me sushi (coz i work at sakae sushi) -.-"
dell call me the most mushy one and the one i forbin li jin say one "ling ling" (HAIR STAND)(like door bell)
worse.. daphne call me honey.. OMG.. HAHA?

but i not mad.. just.. hmMp. malu.. HAHA// it fun..i alos wanna start nick for them le!


clive bday

i cant believ they bought cakes, FLOUR!,EGGS! and choclate!

OMG/.. they going to sabo him
His bday today.. 13/july.. but funny ting is.. if my friend they sabo me.. i run away.. the thign is.. he is waiting for us to sabo him kinda thing? haha.. the guys had fun.. and is damn disgusting to look at him and he stinks..

*frm his "york" head (they smash eye on his head and rub like shampoo -.-")
* his choclate stain clothes?
*flour on his face
The EGG STINKS!

Well.. he rbough clothes to change (see he well-prepare)

So whose bday nexT? WAHAAH

Aiyo.. is just a small mistake.. why make it such a big fuss.. this to melvin and daphne

i agree or side no one.. leTs View Daphne wrong and ritE?

heres her wrong
1)She got too work-up
2)She should not had tell him (ALONE) to shut up, is not solely his fault
3)she dun liek ti right form start then jolley well tell the rest "fuck! i dun like u guys saying i like clive coz i bloody hell dont!i still need to date others guys one ok!"
4)she should not bottle up, afraid to blow things up since the start when she already pissed off,m, coz when she vent out is 10 times worse

heres her right

1)she bloody hell dun like clive..
2)she love to play and dun wan spoil the moods tt y she bottle up
3) at least apread is clive like her ma. she girl leh.. say til she so buay bah
4) the guys say this joke for so long.. abit off limit

DAMn.. is equal.. she right and wrong.. does it make sensE? YES IT DOES OK!

*nutting is right or wrong*
*nutting is just black or white*
*it take two hands to clap*

lastly for mevlin.. after this thing.. i conclude either u gay(HAHA*Wink*;P) with clive.. or very good buddy with clive or u protect ur freinds alot..

coz i online try to help dahne explaing why she reacted like tt.. Wah.. is like he dun understand y i girl will pai sai .. y i girl cannot just suddenly say "sHup up lars u all" when she pissed off.. i explain till i vomit blood man.. Hahax.. mevlin... u really suits debate alot.. too bad Sp debate is useless in tt area

anyway.. thing now are fine le.. hehe.. i talk so much but now everything also ok le.. haha.. wanna entertain u ma.. read my blog

~in Skool now~

todaystarting to get more into the group.. kinda mexed laRs.. anyway today i am sick..Damn.. feel like vomiting all the time..very "xin ku"

haiz the school fees thing.. i decided to use granny money since money been tight at hme
so i went to the admin block to ask.. the person at the front look bored and amused when i tell her i dun wan use cpf pay le i wan use MonEy Cheque to pay..

demin and jin yan accompany me walk all the way to the libray.. muacks! Thnx guys.. i know is horribly hot and the way is so long to there then we have to walk all the way back...

so we got 1 hour to spent.. one gang of us sat down at the block and slack..Haiz got a donation thing from the skool.. damn have to beg ppl to buy le.. then i took everyone booklet of dontation and wrote their name.. i know i still sucks in it but i wAS damn bored so i "steal" thei booklet and draw their name.. jackson one is a victim.. i wrote wrong name as i got distracted.. soRRY Wor

*toucheD*
i am so touched.. ThnX alot.. everything u Said..

:.Sick.:

Haiz.. today work up snezzZzzZZZing my nose non-stop Then feel so sick..last nite i on air-con too cold.. then i lazy to off it..~~

suppose to work.. but i call them say i really cant.. good thign is robin doing closing.. so heck care him.. if is yiling or veron then i die die also go work since not enough staff..~~

BtW now sakae now got this new desert.. is call "moshi ice CrEam" OMG~! is really damn nice.. grace gave us 4 each testing.. Oh MY GOD!! is actually "mua-chee" Wrapped with icecream.. THe mua-chee damn soft and smooth then ice cReam Damn Smooth then Trickes down ur throat with rich falvour.. We voted that peach-yourgat is BEST! then yam HAHA.. Is 2 for $ 1.90

~SatuRDay~

I adoRe SaturDaY.. i Can Sleep as late as as i wan.. W/o worrying getting late or slaming my alarm to the floor to keep it SHUt up

i woRke up at 1.30 ToDay then i continue wiTh my Book i borrow Frm the LibRay.. it is call jemima j by jane green.. is really a good book.. is kinda of cinderella book and how a fat and ugly girl turns beautiful and be with the guy she wans.. and the story is kind alike the turn left turn right movie.. the main cast keep missing each other.. but for a good cause i guess.. Very delightFuL Book i cant Put doWn..

SHIT ME~

the guitar people sms me toDay ask me go aud. then i got alot Qns for Them ma.. liek do u all only play classical music? Must go for AUD? wad i do in AUD? coz Xiang hua say if dunno hwo to play dun tell go.. so io bomb the sender with tons of Qns.. and the sender now remeebr my name and he or she is going to one of the auditoRs.. I DEad.. How am i suppose to go for the Aud. Now.. DAMN ShiT~ he just sms back... he a guy.. GREAT~ HOW NOW!!!!!! i been Crpaping with a stranger guy.. i am so sick.... there are so many QnS for me to pondEr to join or not..

oh Ya. i saw hui ting yesterday at tt opps ramen shop.. sakae rival ba.. HAHA.. So shock to see her.. And i am kidna irrated at tt girl in the raman shop who keep yelling the gretting a a hen.. she getting up my nerves.. She sounds like Mrs Ong singing in toilet though WAHAHAAHAHA

ThEre is NO SCH toDay and tomolo.. I Slept liKe a piG..
LaSt nitE HaD a HaRd tiME slEeping last nite.. i think i passed out at 3 or 4 plus.. i Talk to Him.. poUr oUt EveRy FReaking Thing thAt i boTtlE in mY heaRT..

All the bad Feelings,thinGs that happen to me.. i need someone to shaRe with.. someone to complaing with.. someone who can console me.. i know it sound sick to ask for someone liek tT.. whick was why i blew my top at him yesterday.. breaks my heart when i type every sentence.. he keep sayign sorry.. but he only reply with one or two words.. pls,sorry etc etc.. i got quite mad when i finsih the talk.. we sms abit when i log off.. i feel kinda guilty.. he had a bad headach after that and is my life and i am just down on my luck for now.. i shouuld had take it all out on him... i am sorry.. sorry.. Really.. very soRry..

Lame yet $$ daY

i spent $400 today.. dun ask me wad and buy and why i buy

haiz~ life pretty boring.. i got NO program after school..

GuitAr.. join or not? need Aud. somemore.. but is my dream to play guitar.. however it takes up quite some time.. and i dont think i can cope with woRk.. if i give up work? or guitaR?*vExEd*

Had pizza in sch today.. alomst our whole class went.. they kinda want us to go coz as a class.. but me and the "outcast" girls feel is no difference.. we sat another table ourself in the end by ourself(4 pax) .. they didnt even notice till much later.. then daphn nice enough to come sit with us chat.. the DAMN WAITRESS! she SOOOooO thr Rude u knoW! daphne just remind her our drinks not here she ya " YA lah ya lah! AiYo!" very loudly and shrug off.. i think i much better waitress after all..*HAha*

sick of being in that sch,that course,that class

ChanGE!

Got some new sTuFf up!!.. other then my fav a1.. is 4e3.. Damn i lost the CD that king. burn for me.. the whole outing.. so now only got 6..i find it.. somehow some where..

MiRA!

hey! MiRa! Thnx for her then the pics are working~.. the next photos igoing to put up are most likely my poly classmates.. or maybe not.. See how laRs..

i am tired.. my bum is stuck to the chair for 4 hrs.. Gtg work later.. so sian.. wonder is lenon also working ma? veron closing ma? i go take a nap.. Oh.. today is just a boring day for me..

my social life = -10

ways to memborise my class people

mira (pretty)
alia? (pig) (mira say one)
xuer( hyper-acive)(class rep)(responsible)(anything find her)
del( BELL! hahaZ) (cool girl (great character)(she pissed!u know)
dapne( chio bu) (ah-mo damn slang)
melvin(band freak)(most sociable in clasS?)
jin yan (JAY zhou jie loon)(bluRS*)(Ke-ai)
de min (voalley ball) (quiet)
banu (Clever) (not-hot)
daniel(pink not stupid)(ZzZZZZZlook)
jacen (pink stupid)(qin yan pri sch friend)(sebs.)
qi xiang (7-xiang)(damn tall)(outcast)(joker=entertainer)
jufri (juice-free) sOrry ar..
Guang hao(brat!)(bowl-hair-cut)
clive(rich boi)(levis guy)(7200!!!! i buy one OK!)
davin (juniors-alike)
jackson (new guy yet oldest)

one more missing.. i cant figure who issit.. suppose to have 18 in class.... Oh ya.. and.. mE!! -_-""

where do i belonG?

2nd day and i can see people pissed off at each other.. best not mention names... but is only 2nd day and there are people whom are pissed of at each ohter.. mostly i know is the other part dunno that people are pissed of at them..~get it? nVM!

so now my class is kinda divide to 3 grps..
the big, middle, small grp..

I dont think i click well with the big group..i barely talk to those guys..

middle grp is the 3 or 4 girls grp.. they are cool people.. i like their character..but they tened to have their own friends(outside class onez).. is not an offence but is hard to get together..

the smallest one is the outcast gRp.. which grp should i go?

think i getting better in class.. at least i start to make joke.. ; ) and luff with my classmates..

rememeber that brat i was talking abt? haha.. nw they call him the "bowl-hair-cut" guy.. obviously no one like him.. kinda pity 7 qiang stuck with him..

~should i, or not~

In the past,
i am always in control,
i have tons of friends,
tons of frendships,
never alone,
i hate being alone.
being a leader,
planning everything,
making sure all are,
within my control.
i have everything,
under my planning.
so much effort and
i got my fun and repay too
in the paSt..

now?
i think i am tired,
i need a rest,
should i try my best in everything..
again?
should i make tons and tons of frienDS?
should i make the best,
out of everything?
should i bother?
maybe i should take a break,
see if being
anti,alone,follower,
suits me?
but is poly,3 yrs,
i am talking abt.
what if ..
i cant get use?
haiZ~
i still have
no friemds in poly,
just class mates.
still damn quiet,
so unlike me..
what happen?
has work made me like tt?
had 4 yrs of trying hard,
made me tireD?
anyway xuer look totally in charge..
maybe.. i should be a follwer
but anti and alone?
haiZ~ i duNno
who the real me?
what do i wan? decisions making

~firSt day of SkOol~

is a complete waste of my time.. i got 6 hours of BREAK in between.. my class mates when some shopping centre.. mE? hOhO.. went hme ZzZzZzZ.. Damn tiRed.. even working at5.. first day is a complete waste.. is stupid plus boring..

the only fun part i guess is seeing i and my whole class lost in the campus.. but i still dun talk to the people in my clAss.. Like vEry AnTi likE tt.. only talk tO some GiRlS.. maybe i am sick of ...

:) melvin :)

been chatting with one of my new-found-poly friend aka melvin.. He seems really nice., i guess the only one who talk to most of our class..kinda shock to know he from band and already attending band practise in band.. WHooSSs~ his passion of band is like xiao wei, kev,effendi kinda.. all band freaks.. they really love band.. i do. but nah.. not as SIAO as them..

anwyay after chatting wiht him for few hrS.. We got the same targret to bully in class.. actually i,7 qiang and the baru really ahte tt guy long time liao.. i dun even bother remeber that brat name.. he is such a bragger. he look like pri sch kid u know.. still so short.. then.. flag day he keep saying alot ppl donate for him.. a very pretty lady even gave him her no.. i was like -.-" u think i so easy to kid around u brat?
my ans is either that "pretty lady" is some sale girl saying some grow tall product or he made it up~~ i AM SOOOO meAN!

HAHA.. Hey miRa.. thnx for visiting.. i visit youRS too!!..when i see mira tag for me.. her name just ring a bell yet i cant really remember till i visit her blog.. seems like she from band too.. but more normal like me ba.... so now me,mira,7 qiang and melvin got blog... will be visiting their blog often.. since they update it often.. not like some friends of since who update only once a blue moon..

Sch Starting..~~ haiz.. i cant believe.. there is liek always.. AiyA monTHS to poly lars.. but.. tomolo.. it is starting.. HAiz~

^short of staff again^

haiZ~~ short of staff again toDay.. so sianx. maybe i quit like jason did then tell the manager " WAD! my pay so little u expect me do 2 person job!" *eVil*

hahA jokINg laRs.. i love the people theRE.(Expect for 4 or 6 i dont like) but over all.. i love the auntie there!! they are so nice and friendly.. always sneak food for me.. see me Ask me how am i etc etc.. i am Soo over the heels with the motherly love they gave.. MuaCKS~~ auntiE rose,ah ping! u guys are my fav auntie! if u two not working.. it make my day of work double tired and sad.. And the chef,"da chu"(uncle)(ahming) and the part time ass.chef(kenny)!! All of them made my day u knOW? seeing veron bully ah meng.. kenny joking all the time. Haiz~ sakae really rocks with them.. w/o them i confirm quiT.. they made my tired day worth while.. they made customer scolding worthwhile.. with auntie "sayang" and chefs cursing customer too.. HAHA.. there too much to share.. and i only talking abt kitchen..

Serivce i love ah fong and veron mosT.. Ah fong always making me luff with her blurness and me bullying her but she nv get angry! she very CutE.. Veron! like my sistEr.. we always bitCh about **** sayong how sucking his work.. always hugginG heR whenever we met.. coz she say i very confortable -.-" HEhEx.. there always angel and devil yiling.. she is half robin half veron..she folloe rules but she take care of us staff too.. there hwee li too.. she quit le.. she is the only one that i can talk more to.. maybe age gap ba.. but she also PMS one laRs.. mood swing siao one..

but workign and studying.. very tirEd.. Haiz.. my mom naggging me liao.. i working 5 days next week.. have to rush after school.. my mom kinda worried and angry liaoxz. i alos kinda worry.. but.. Haiz.. see how lars.. maybe the enxt next week i work less lorx..

~EDITED~

i shorten this.. eveyrone say too long.. LAZY PIGGY!
lets put fake names too? my fav all time "names"..

ok.... so...there will be 3 lead lars..1 woman 2 men..
cAst: angel: cheerful,beautiful,caring
nat:angel boyfriend
ronald( WeaslY! ;>), paitent,caring guy,smart..and
rich.. HAHa.. generous lahs

angel have a boyfriend,nat.
angel met ronald at work.
both falls for each other.
howeer kept a distance.
coz they know angel had nat.
nat and angel had a fight.
but angel remin with nat.
she chose nat.
since they are together.
nat dunno about angel and ronald.
he dunno he might lose his ger.
angel chose nat.
nat is cluess.
what about donalD?
should he continue loving angel?
or stop?
Ur advice is needed

OPK! THIS IS SHORT LIAO K! the longer verison below.. no a days.. ppl getting mroe and mroe lazy

~What is lovE?~

guYS! help me out k? i got this collegue who is having some love problems so he hope i post it online so that people can give him some advicE?.. here goes...
Oh. lets put fake names too? my fav all time "names"..

ok.... so...there will be 3 lead lars..1 woman 2 men..
cAst: angel: cheerful,beautiful,caring
nat:angel boyfriend
ronald( WeaslY! ;>), paitent,caring guy,smart..and
rich.. HAHa.. generous lahs

ok.. So..
angel started to work in a same company as ronald.. they are attracted to each other as days pass.. angel pretty and caring over eveyrone and ronald is smart and generous.. naturally they are attracted to each other as days passed..

however,, they never dare to express their feelings.. although they knew how each other felt.. they nv dicuss about their future,that is blank, ronald knew that angel have a boyfriend and their relationship is getting no where, he dont want angel to be torn between him and her current boyfriend.. angel knew she is falling for ronald as days passed but she always remind herself of her boyfriend that she must stay faithful to love.. she is torn.. she keep trying to keep a distance with ronald.. she and he.. are trying to keep a distance.. to make sure they never fall in love with each other where a decison have to be made.. yet neverless.. they didnt know.. that made themselves wanting each other more..

later.. during this painful struggling process.. angel and her boyfriend,nat, had a fight.. i cant tell u what is it.. but this fight worsen their love.. their relationship.. time seems perfect for ronald isnt it?

however although knowing this,ronald still keep a distance from angel, struggling HARD to break off from her.. from their bleak future of love.. so once they had this really small fight.. where angel hung up her call on r0nald as he gave her kinda attitude when she ask why didnt he answer his call as he was worried.. it was the first time angel done that.. but usually whenever angel is angry or mad at ronald.. he will call her back.. pacify her.. make her happy.. this time... he set up his mind.... he didnt call her back at all..

work is at usual for them, they still talk laugh joke all around.. however something is missing.. angel was not playing around with him.. poking his tummy making him twitch..ronald stop driving her home..stop calling her eveyrtime.. things changes...

that was the end of the story.. is kinda touching.. actually he never told me things like that.. he just roughly tell me.. i gave more details and more emtions thingy.. however i never made up any parts of this.. give him some advice..

ME? usually i would say.. i only live your life once.. since u gusy are in love go for it.. but..a small voice keep tagging in my heart.. what about nat? if u were him.. how u feel? your ger is falling for another guy.. yet u dunno? infact.. i feel nat is the most "ke lian" most.. innocent one there..at least angel and ronald knows what going on and can control it.. yet.. think for donald will u guys? is not fair for him.. although i dunno much about angel boy friend.. but he seems liek a good boyfriend to angel.. they been together for long long time.. .. so.. how u feel? tag for me will u? and i tell donald..
i feel that if i am angel i stya faihtfully with my current boyfriend.. i dont wan to betray my boy.. i dun wan be the one who is unfaithful to love..at least since i am in love with nat and able to contorl my feels with ronald.. then y mess things up and hurt the innocent party.. thigns are different from other views.. and i always look from other views..

Things are different from others views~ do not be blind by just what you see and what you hear.. seeing from others ppl views, others where u cant see or hear muhc.. is different..

~ToRo~

nah not a fan of his.. but feel tt he is talented though..
~I SAW TORO AT TIONG BAHRU PLAZA~.. i am not kidding.. Really.. Swear.. was not me who notice first.. was my collegue,lenon.. he notice when we stepped out at plaza laio.. but was not sure.. then later go 7 11 buy drinks for me confirm.. then i go see. WAH! Really man! but he Wear Cap.. then surround by one cool dudue and 2 babes// WAS SO COOL to see him there... EXCITED was the real word.. i dont usually get to see this kinda hot/popular stars with no 1000000 fans around him.. Was Really cool.. So i and my collgue SO ExcitEd man! haha.. but the rest one like -.-" Wad so excited abt? .. the rest is not around my age kinda lar.. got age Gap lars.. then toro went to bus stop.. tehn DisappeaR.. HAHa.. Took Cab ba?

AnyWay. the bunch of us were talking abt idols after tt to 12 plus.. hah.. lots to talk... saying their Age idiols then our age type.. then say sakae invite energy Etc Etc b4 to sakae..

Haiz.. all thnx to robin laRS! So late then we go hme.. We finish work then got briefing.. HE jUsT DO HIS WORK then brief us leh! so we wait for 15/20 min PLUS for him.. Damn no mannERS! If yiling sure brief us then let us go first.. Well.. robin! Wad can i expeCT?

Today GraCe (area manager) Came.. then he come out of cashier to HELP! FAKEO! if veron there.. we will be bitching abt him liaOz.. VEron Really PissEd off coz of him these Days.. whenEveR i go SakaE to See heR or Eat or Work.. Her FaCe will so Sad and piSSed off.. Then i give heR a biG long HuG.. theN She will cursing his name complaining to me he push all thw work etc etc.. Robin really dont fit to be a manager man.. all he usually do is doing ORDERING OF STOCK during peak hours( actually he is surfing net for own use!) Or else is if his family of friend come sakae eat.. SIT THERE suring eat hours with them.. Or ELSE! no ordering no friend no family come ritE? BETTER STILL! stuck in cashier! manager in charge at nite suppose to do hosting.. VEron Damn piss off everytime doing closing with him.. we all running like mad.. DoiNg likE siao! HaiZ~ the Real working world will have one or two Freaking people like him.. SicKO!.. (freaking is too light for him) all these is hear frm veron and agree by me HAHA!
okAy laRS.. he got some good poaints.. maybe i duNNo.. too pissed off to see.. Maybe one day i will write a post of wad i am piSs of coz him.. if people wana know and requeSt laRs.. lEwis maYbE? HAHa

oLebEl CeRT

OKOK! is o LEVEL! HMMp.. TodAy WenT bAck Sch TO TakE CeRt.. ActuAllY IT oCcuR to mE oN buS on that i should had asked more people.. to have a mini gathering and would be much fun.. Not that i am complaining that i went with Ru and pei jing.. just abit too quiEt..

WaS hopIng to See tEaChers to CHat liKE MiSS LinDa, miSS Sally Ng so tHat Can oFfically Call TheM MRS! HAHa.. BoTh And GooD and Cute TeAchErs i Had.. And one oF the beSt.. tHnx to Them i PaSs my Subject and unDErstanD it.. MuAckS!~ u guys Are the BEst
And how Can i foRgEt MISS KAUR! HAha..my all time fAv~ and MRs nG(POA)!Whom Gave BiRth to Baby liAoX.. aND mRs nG(chinEse one).. ANd And!! so many.. Haix.. too bad Ah lam OPPS! MR lam not TheRe.. Abit SaD~ only Get to Really talk tO mRs Erm.. miss sally Ng.. she still seems Same.. So concern for student.. so update on eng.. She ask ru zip her POLY NOTES for her.. coz got Eng StuFF.. -.-" no ChanGE.. HAHa

Went to work at 4 when i start at 5.. coz pei jing Gotta go hme to do her Post Test tt ends at 5 toDay.. She ask Shi ru to go with her.. cheat in TesT.. bad girl.. i Good girl.. which is y i got a f9 in the test i guess.. HAHAH~ i "tikam" in the Test.. HAHa.. Maths is f9 for me all the time.. haiZ~~ *thinking abt my course* HAiz~*thinking poly~haiz~*thinking my class~ HAIZ!

eh.. isSIt onLy WanliNg and Hui Ting visit my blog arh? so sAd~~ HAha./. ADD a Tag laRs pPl..

HaIZ.. SOOOoooO tiReD!!!~~ToDay Went Amk MRt For the Flag Day.. ActuallY overall it was fun coz i get to know some people better..At lEaSt Got FrieND liAo ma.. or Rather At leAst i GEt to know SomE peoPlEs NaMes CoRRectlY.. woNt be SooO lost in ClASs The neXt timE.. SooOO Sleepy WhEn i was iN my Dad Car.. AlmoSt zZzZZZZZzzzzZ away..

When i Reach i PaiR wiTh XuE-Er (clAss Rep)..hahA.. she goiNg oFf At 9.. SabO ..thEn later Then ComE bAckS..smArt.. WaS alSo wanTing To Do thAt.. bUt.. SinCE thEre liAo juSt enjoY a FuLl flAg day bAx..ExpEriEncE Abit MahX.. Then later AnothEr guy come.. Xue-Er Went oFf so i pair With him..

He yeSteRday Late.. then Nv Got thE tin All tHat.. toDay almost diDnt Make iT.. Ranald More PoWer.. i Sms Him WheRe his Class location.. He tell me He At HmE shAking Leg..-.-" DiAoX. i Was LoL Tt timE..

gEt to hAve SOme OF theIr Email Thru.. erm.. Melvin?? but i add them also dunNo Who Are ThEy... ToDay Been Damn TiRed but EnjoY "DiSturb" the SeConDary Sch giRlS aSking them to donate

me: HeyS.. Help DonAte some money lEHx..
Qi xianG??: Ya LaRs.. Help lehx
Sch girls : ShY~~
Me: Come LaRs.. HelP Me Abit laRs
Sch girls ~gigglinG~~ ok~~. *tEn cent FiftY Cent All come ouT~~
Me: ThnX Arh!

i Was suRpRiSe at mYselF.. Haha.. Actually DaRe to bE likE ThaT..hAHa.. Was BEcoZ AfEr SeEinG Erm.. ... Ar.. Qi xianG?? doing that to a bunCh of girls FEw timEs then i Dare.... Is Actually QuiTe EaSy.. like Last time i in Band Asking sec 1 joiN bAnd.. HaHax..

The teAchEr lOok kinDA blUr kinDa leh.. But He SeemS niCE.. aND frieNDly.. HEhe.x.. *Evil* seems liek can BulLy .. OPps.. HAHAx.. is Last time Chem teach MR lEe TypE..