I AM REALLY PISSED OFF!!!
How can all the bad things just come running to me one after another.. and the person i am so damm pissed off with.. is someone i nv tot i will even quarrel or ANYone will think that she will do such a thing!..b4 i name this person.. let me tell u wad on earth happen lorx.. Haiz..~~LoOOng Story manX~~
It was her bday last sunday~so i and one of my colleugues(he wanna woo her)Wanted to help her celebrate it on sunday.. but she say she very tired need ot work etc etc.. then i guess i rather let her rest coz she really seems so tired and on verge of falling sick..and she also keep saying wana meet next week so tt she wont be so rush or tired ma.. and she can plan her schedule better to meet.. But later i know tt that sat she didnt have to meet us. she meet her others friends!haiz~ i was quite irrated by these news..
Next.. So We plan to meet today.. We already plan to meet today frm last week when she say she tired all those stuff.... so i and tt guys purposely took off day.. and it was not easy to get a off day on sat coz is super extra busy..but at last i manage to get a special off but i know for my others weeks by schedule wont look good.. So is like we are look forward to tt day specially took off Etc lor.. then i sms her.. guess wad.. EVEN AFTER ONE WEEK ADVANCE WE SAY MEET THIS SAT..SHE SAY SHE GONNA WORK! Wah lao.. i and tt guy specially took off to celebrate her bday... she actually go the nerves to tell me she going to work..i was liek very very fed up by the ways she do thigns already..
NExt..we decide to meet her at her work place at 8 since tt was the time she knock off.. u know waD? i and tt guys alomst reach liao.. she just call to say she wana go home first coz she nv bring clother eTc.. WAH LIAOZ! WE ALREADY SAY MEET ONE WEEK IN ADVANCE..U EVEN DARE TO TAKE UP A JOB ON SAT IS TOO MUCH BUT NOW U SAY U DIDNT BRING ANYTHING AND WANN GO HOME!
Tt was like very Inconsiderate of u and RUDE of u to do tt.. she actually made us wait about 2 hours waiting like foolS! then we wanan go have dinner but by the time she reach.. most are already going to close.. and worst was when i call her. she like"if u guys cant wait then dun wait.. go home" WAH laiox.. people here waiting for u sOO long then u tell us to go home.. tt is way off the limit liaox.. then we from 7.45 wai tall the way till abt 10.. i wanted to just call her and say" u are too much and if u dun wanna meet.. just open tt gap of yours and say and i am on my home u bitch" i really wanna go home at tt moment.. but he held me on say wai tso logn y not wait abt more.. So i wait..
when she reach.. she wad talking on the phone.. just sit down there talking on the phone.. NOT even one damm sorry frm her.. and is like i get so fed up.. then i go and check with any resturant still open just catch a dinner watch a show then forget the whole thing.. but most are close liao.. tt i got so angry i just took a bus and i just go home,fumming.
then tt guys later call me i just reject.. i was soo angry! later he sms me.. he say she ask him go hme(despite he wait soo long) then say she going to meet her friends! SEE! SHE wanna meet her friends! if u dun wan to meet.. just say and dun waste ppl time as if we got all the time int he world like u..
she was once i tot my close friends but she was the first friend i just walk out of a date without even talking one sentence
wong siew ting.. u are way off the limit and i feel liek slapping u
Dunno why.. these days i seems pissed off at alot people and just get so hot whenever i talk to anyone.. BewArE
To Lewis: I think i got over it liao.. And He really SUCKS big HELL!and because he is liek tt.. i guess i can forgive him.. HAHAHA! *winK*
To jinz: Wah.. u wanan be matchmaker arh?you think so easy to find someone who loves u and u love him or her? u think so easy to find someone who TRULY loves u.. And Esp mE..Even Harder to find.. Every yearns for someone to love,to have someone who cherish them,someone who will be by their sideforever N ever... but.. the thing is.. if is only coz u yearns and finds a relationship then i dont see the point.
BUT.. WAIT!!! u starts to protest and wanan socld me.. HOLD IT!
Haha.. i just have to say.. No one wans me and i still waiting? k?? happy? HAHa
Just sms jing han.. Misunderstanding resolve..feel tt next time we meet or chat.. there will be some.. Erm.. uneasy feeling.. Or rather pai sai around us.. Haiz.. sometimes when words pass around.. EVEN IF IT WAD ONE PERson.. The words somehow will get twisted and people end up hurt..
it is best to be a listener..**just listen and keep quiet**
or people mis read your words and you become the one in wrong instead
Can u be happy,sian,upset, angry. confuse within one hour?
I did..Happy Coz my manager say tt she recieve alot of comments from customer say tt i am very friendly and give gd service..Feel tt u are important to tt job and will be happy.. NExt.. sian coz wanan go celebrate ting bday but she like need to work then eveyrthing not said properly.. then we already postphone one week liao leh.. upset and angry.. Coz JIng han sms me something which make me feel soooo HURT and UPSET!
jing han:hweeling it is definitely not francis who did the email thing k. U've fully misunderstand liang cheng's words during e concersation.even laing cheng testifies tt francis is not the culprit.pls do not continues to spread n accuse francis.thanx.
First time jing han use such harsh words on me. the words in bold hit me strongly..Accuse... SpreAd.. am i such a friend to heR? does she think i will? Its all a misunderstanding.. if anyone interested tag me then maybe i say.. but for now.. i am too tired mentally
hwEEli Hand in her resign letter..Actually her plan was to work till sch open.. Coz Not money not enough.. But she decide to hand in today..
1St@*is sooner or later
2nd@*the managment gone too far
Haiz.. For me?? SHould i quit? I kinda feel like quitting coz my blood just simply boils when i talk abt the managent.. the way they do thigns is Damm RubbiSH!
The briefing or rather outlet meeting was suppose the make thigns better.. eveyrone talkout wadever they are unhappy with then we improve Blah Blah.. Turn out.. it was SUCKING HELL!! most of the staff was saying they wana quit aftet the briefing.. *think How bad is tt*
1st* The So call *big mamma* area manager *lena* Either she is deaf or she simply just have to scold people...We were talking about some billing stuff then she suddenyl Scold wad no team work.. we all lazy Etc... COMMON! get a life.. LISTEN b4 u TALK WOMAN!
2nd* the Managemnt Expect ask to check with every customer if they bill already or not then cant clear the table.. Coz they mention there is a problem where some customer dunno that we are suppose to count the plates b4 we go to the cashier to pay.. So sometimes when we are in need of table or busy.. We just hurry clear the table then let the next customer use laRS!but by the time the customer go the cashier to bill.. he realise that his plates are not counted and the plates are already being wash*wE aRe FaST* HEHE.. Guess Wad was the stupid solution.. B4 u clear any tabel.. check with the long que of customer they had couint their plates.. HELLO! that waste alot of time and it is not our fault! all along there was like 1 out ot ten of "forot to count plates" and all along we are ok with it coz is like seldom cases..now.. they wan us TEN out of TEN to chekc the bill.. SICKO!
*3Rd They made it clear that they are managers and we are staff.. They DUN NEED TO HELP US CLEAR TABLE OR WAD SO.. Cummon! so wad if u are the manager or Wadever.. WE work As a tEam and that supid leana just scold the staff no Team work.. then next moment the managment say they NEED NOT help us to Wad Wad WAd.. KAO!
4th* the manager Say till like he so good.. Wad he nv go book by book.. Veri good to Us.. THen wAs by standeard he dun need do wad wad wad for us.. HELLO! u are not the only one k.. Eveyrone compromise each toher.. STOP THINK U ARE WAD SO EVER GREAT!
5th* after the meeting.. some of us went mac to eat.. then we chat.. that stupoid manager came to.. then i over heard he say wad,, " is the not we have to see the staff unhappiness, but the staff have to take our unhappiness:! KAOX.. WAd u mean! we are all equal and working... u are manager so waD?
bEen Visiting Others people Blog.. Not all are my friends.. in fact some are just a hi-bye people in my life..
been visiting Jocelyn,hui ting,wan ling,wan ling,rena,ashely,elmo.. Almost half of them are people whom i talk less then 10 sentence with for the 4 years in secondary school but just wanna check out their webbie and learn more abt them..
for the next half are my classmates cum friends.. Like Miss jovelyn Hui ting and wan ling.. ESp.. My Ex boss is sec3.. Heard she in priVate.. anD hoPe shE Still havE that BIG smile pasTeD hEr FaCe As usuAl..
touChed
nopE! i am not being molest.. no one with right mind will.. HAHa//
Receive a testimonal from one of my band senior today..
Why am i touch? Coz he is no ordinary senior i had in my band life.. but someone whu left a strong footprint in my heart
at my sec2 in band.. i was left alone in horn section.. My senior,juniors,friend from that section all quit from band and i was alone in my section.. I always envy my other friends in other section as they always have a section leader and senior to guide and teach them and friend or partner to practise with..
For me is like there no one to teach me and many of my band friends told me french horn is the hardest instrument in band.. so i am like stuck with the most difficult instrument and with no one to help.. sometimes my sir, or band major will help me whenever they are free.. but they themself is not Major in french horn and they can only help me when they are free and is like they teach me once a week or even less and band needs constant practise to be able to play well
Morever i am not those talented in music kinda.. At my sec 2 point.. i feel very discourage and alone.. sometimes beacuse of the long practise my dad dont allow me to join and want me to quit.. but i really wan to learn.. the stress was so heavy one me ..
then my sir saw my problem and get a respected and talented french horn player from another school to teach me..
From that day onwards.. i really learn alot.. for the first time i know wad i was playing,how should i play.. for the first time i really feel that i belong in the band(in the past i just anyhow play).. coz of him..
thats why i am so grateful for this senior.. and whenever there is a performance that need strong frech horn parts, and i alone is not enough.. we will called him up and he never say he busy and offered to hand in it..
When he graduate and i start having my own juniors and as a section leader i need to teach them.. it was diffcult at first.. but he thought me the proper ways.. even help me to coax my juniors whenever he can..then my sir even wants to pay him per hr to teach us but he refuse but willing to teach us out of his good heart..
Shall i show u his tesitmonal? Find it yourself in friendster..
MATHS MAKE ME MAD
Today i had to went for a briefing on my maths stuff as my course is heavy in maths.. WAH! waste of time and i can say i enjoy myself more if i am wathcing advertisment then going to that stupid briefing..
*1sT! I dunno any single one there
*2nd! they gave me the paper and they so called brief is repeat wad the paper says
3Rd I HATE MATHS!
4rd I HATE MATHS!
5th I HATE MATHS!
6Th the person briefing is talking in a mono tone and look like she been out of fashion since i wad born
7th ?when i was chosing my course, i Repeating say i will chose any except for nursing and any course that is heavy on maths.. Guess wAD? info com tech is HEAVY on maths!
finallY!
My dreams of blog is done.. AT LAST!.. Coz got a1!
Well like mY msn Nick put http://lingz-life.blogspot.com* if u were not girl, i think i really could had kissed u joyce *THANKSX!* and her reply was
*bA_Bo_ChEo_ReOm.[????].* [jDg + KmJ rOxS] says:
kissed me ar..
*bA_Bo_ChEo_ReOm.[????].* [jDg + KmJ rOxS] says:
hahrar
*bA_Bo_ChEo_ReOm.[????].* [jDg + KmJ rOxS] says:
touched man.`
and her reason was simple reason lar
*bA_Bo_ChEo_ReOm.[????].* [jDg + KmJ rOxS] says:
cause i know how happy u all will be in having ur own blog..
*bA_Bo_ChEo_ReOm.[????].* [jDg + KmJ rOxS] says:
some sense of achievement mar.. so wanted to teach u mar
*bA_Bo_ChEo_ReOm.[????].* [jDg + KmJ rOxS] says:
plz lor.. anyone can learn one lar..
change agiain ;P
This is not "poonam special design for me" but also one of her design.. i must say i fall in love at first sight at this skin..
but i still like poonam special design just that i like this even more.. i like that "special design for me"is partly coz is poonam effort and she did it for me lorx in the middle of night and she change serveral onex!
so i finally got hang of this.. yUp altough this is poonam design i kinda modify it and is not like i tt lazy copy eveyrthign mahx..
for me now i wanan learn how to put music and the bottom there can put word like type out or rather power point presentaion form kinda.. saw that one is hui ting and poonam soooo ENVY!Finally i dun need to bother people about my blog stuff.. *Grinz* but seems like now only wan ling and poOnam visiting.. Hope more People come!! then Add their name in tag board for me KK?>??? look at the time now?? I have to work tomorrow but dun feel like sleeping.. is it because i have to work closing for the rest of this week or is it i am too excited about my blog stuff HAHA..^_^ some people might thinks i am crazy.. like tt also happy? buti always feel.. why must it so hard for someone to happy? why do we put our expectation so high to be happy? then isnt is hard to get happy? Then like that everyday must be drama kinda to make a person happy? WoW i cannot picture myself being sooo negative
"FIRST ENTRY"
Haha.. WhY i put "*first"* entry leh? coz i i been writhing a few entry B4 MY FIRST CONFIRM blogskin is Done..So it been like i write one then change the blog skin again.. so kinda fed up with it.. so delete all at once and re-write..
Firstly Thanks tO *poOnam*liJin*My dIdI* whom blood been boiled over by my "fussiness" and blogskin.. Exp Poonam
NeXt.. thanksz a lot poonam for help me do this skin.. She say onlY for me one lehx.. and is Really nice..
NExt Thanksx to li jin the "impatient" ah beng who actually been very patient with me as i keep " dun wan this dun wan that" and in the end his skin got replace my poonam's one.. i mean think about it.. u spent so ur time help you super fussy friend(mE).. in the end she(me) drop this bomb that says her friend help her Redo.. *should be glad i am still alive ba*
So Really be so excited with my first bloggin stuff and really hope people will come and read them coz i think i going to lost contacts with my friends liao(GrAd liaoX) at least i wanna know wad going on for them and let them know wad going on with me *at least when we meet to gossip got things to say mahz*
